LiTTLE CHERiNE Book 01 - post057
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Cherine was suddenly angry with me, not interested in playing at being ‘civilised’, of hiding her true feelings. Her anger was a livid flame. “That is stupid!! You will never do anything like that...with anyone else! You belong to us - and our children.” Gosh! She almost sounded old fashioned, if I ignored what she really meant.
“I’m fighting myself love. I feel I am being hypocritical. We talk about us being a new advanced circle of love. I feel we should be able to give love to others outside our circle. The truth is, I do not have the wish to. I feel guilty, like I am being very selfish. I thought I cannot help how I feel, and then Wendy saw his need and offered and then Dommi. I felt very small.”
“Wendy is a child! She is so sweet that she only thought of his pain. Dommi was only pretending, she knew he would say no.”
“Robbie, I was bad?”
“No, my love. You were magnificent. Cherine and I are just being jealous. We can’t bear the thought of any other man or woman touching you, loving that lovely body of yours.”
I think she has absorbed too much from Cherine. She stared back at us and then set her thin shoulders back, her heart hammering at her daring. “I am not married to you yet. When you marry me and make me your woman, I swear I will never let anyone else touch me. Ever and ever.”
“Cherine, she is even more shameless in her blackmail than you were!”
Cheekily, with that special smile of hers, she asked, “So, what are you going to do about it?”
“Marry her of course.”
Her grin widened. “And? What else?”
“When you are able to show her how to bring out her own healer, I will make her my woman.”
“For the same reason I wanted you?”
“You choose the strangest times to get that cheeky look on your face. You know the answer.”
“Well, she is my baby sister. I just want to make sure you make her happy.”
Wendy was lapping it all up, so I pretended to warn her, “Wendy, don’t you go believing her. She is a real kitty-cat. If you end up...”
“That’s a wonderful idea! Do the cat thing with her.”
“For god’s sake Cherine. She’s only seven years old!”
“Robert, when you were seven you were seven. Why can’t you understand that Wendy and I do not count the years in the same way. Life has aged us differently.”
“In that case sweetheart she is five times as old as you are. Better show her the respect you would to an older sister.”
Cherine surprised all of us, “You are right, I hadn’t thought of that.”
“Actually, I am not right. Cherine, you are more mature in certain ways, but you are both still kids. Pain, suffering and fear might provide the appearance of having matured you in certain ways, but it also cripples you, stunts your growth in many important ways, so that you are even more immature in those ways than other children - you have many of the needs that other children of your age have and you don’t have some of the needs you should have. I was just cursing myself today for forgetting that. You need to have fun and play and I forgot that. Why don’t you call your friend, Maria-Elena, ask her over…”
She patted her tummy. “Robert, how can I do that. She will want to know why I am not in school. She will tell the other kids and they will tell the teachers and they will cause us trouble.”
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“Oh Dommi, what have I done to her? Why couldn’t she have found someone a bit more intelligent. She is forced to think and talk like an adult because I’m so stupid.”
Dommi ignored us and spoke to Wendy. “Wendy love, don’t be frightened. They do this every time we are expecting to have a grand night of sex. They pick on each other until Robert gets depressed, then we have to spend the rest of the night saving him. Maybe your idea was not so bad after all, we should have both gone with Themi.”
Wendy ignored the bantering and put her arms around me. “You took my sadness, can I take yours please? I don’t want you to be sad tonight.”
“It’s alright blue eyes, I only get sad sometimes because the love I feel for all of you and the love I get from all of you gets too much for me. Tonight is your night. We are all going to welcome you back with so much love that maybe you will also want to cry.” I gave her a grin to show I was teasing, but she nodded in agreement.
“You make me feel like that lots of times.”
Dommi and Cherine knelt by her and slowly undressed her, kissing her thin shoulders and chest.
Feeling her need, I picked her up and brought her to my lips. As I held and kissed her, she squirmed. “Not in the air Robbie. I want to feel you.”
I put her down and quickly undressed. Laying on the bed I put her alongside me, spooning her. Her back pressed against me, she made herself comfortable. I raised my body temperature so that her thin body warms. I thought she would be aroused by the warmth, but instead she went off into a sweet slumber, lightly snoring. I looked at the girls and seeing my surprise they giggled softly. Cherine gently lay down, spooning into Wendy and Dommi climbed over and spooned against my back. All three of us set aside our need, storing it for later. That was when we too realised how exhausted we were and slept.
I woke up suddenly, alert. I felt there was danger. The protector came, showing me it is Dommi in trouble. We sank into her mind, looking for little Wendy. We were drawn to her. She was sucking in motes and disappearing them. In her sleep Dommi had forgotten to protect herself. I visualised myself giving little Wendy a smack. She pulled back into herself. I waited until she got curious and spoke to her gently, but firmly.
*You are not in Wendy. You are in Dominique. You do not have the right to steal her energy and love. You do it again I will return and give you a real hiding. Have I made myself clear?*
I felt her weeping as she sent me a signal that she understood.
*You want to go back into Wendy?* Again an assent. *When you learn to behave yourself I’ll let you go back. If you don’t behave I will take you into me and I promise you I will make you very sorry. See this blue line that I have put into you? Use it to call me when you decide to be a good girl and talk to us.* As I was about to leave a thought came to me. *If you are hungry, you call me. You are not allowed to steal from Dommi.* *Hungry.* *You are always hungry, aren’t you?* *Yes.* *Do you know who I am?* No answer. *I am the good daddy, the one who has been looking after you. It was my love you kept stealing and throwing away. Tell me why you throw it away and I will give you food.*
I waited and just about when I had given up her tiny thought came to me. *Wendy bad girl, that is why daddy not love Wendy. Daddy get cross, hurt me if keep love from other people; he said he hurt me bad.* *That is nonsense! You know that bad daddy is dead. He is gone forever.* *No. He will come back.*
*He was the bad daddy. I killed him. He is dead. Finished. Forever. Now you belong to me, I am your good daddy and will look after you. If you are a good girl I will let you come out to eat and play with me. Do you want that?* *Daddy not come back to hurt me?* *Never. Can you see this white light next to me? Good. It is part of your good daddy. It is your guard, it looks after you all the time. It is so strong it took your bad daddy and made him feel all the pain he made you feel. Then it killed him. It then broke him up into tiny pieces and gave those pieces to a very big monster to eat. Your bad daddy is now just a piece of shit. You are not afraid of shit are you?*
*No.*
For those readers who have not understood, when they speak using telepathy, what they say is enclosed within stars, and the thoughts exchanged are in italic.
e.g *Hi, I bet you are wishing you could read thoughts.*?
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I am pissed off with myself! I made a mistake in my previous post. I posted it as 'post057'. After it was posted, I saw my mistake, changed it to post056, but the url does not change, so when this post was made, the system added to my title "6mguvu-"
I have corrected the links to this post in the previous post and the next post, so they both work. However, for those reading by altering the number at the end of the url link, it will not work, you'll get a message saying this page does not exist. Please use the link at the end of post056 or the first link in post058.