Here's a short piece of fiction I wrote. As I told my friends, I decided of late that I am tired of this "bloggy shit."

I am at heart a fiction writer, a weave of tales, a creator.

It's all back to my 'why.'

Here we go. A short, dark one. 

The Revenge

I am typing this now on my phone, on my bed. Filled with anger, yet sadness.

I don't even want to get out of bed to use the computer. Yes, even I am too tired for that.

But whatever, by the time this note ends, my revenge will be complete.

Mom, dad, brother, cunts I have dated, teachers, friends who have been annoying and other random people I can't even remember.

You all
Had it coming.

Just uou wait.

I am a lil nervous I must admit. But it must be done.

You know, not to sound too introspective here, but I've led a pretty good life.

Was that the right word to use? Introspective? Let me check.

Yup. It is.

Yeah anyway, I've had a pretty good life. But I can't take it anymore. This emotional turmoil and mental destruction has reached its peak.

Yeah, yeah. I have food on the table. A loving family. Parents who wanted the best for me. Shelter. Friends. I wasn't bullied or anything. No trauma. No childhood abuse.

But nah. That doesn't cut it. Wow! I finally said it. It doesn't cut it! It's not enough! All my life I am told to be grateful, but all I felt was the pain and anger and frustration and confusion and sadness and desire to kill.

That felt so good! So what if I don't live in a third world country? So what if there're starving kids in Africa?

I am not happy. I am depressed. And it's time I do something about it.

If anything, my realizing that I get to say that goes to show I am making good use of my education. My self-awareness. Something all you assholes lack.

Mom and dad, you may have tried to bring me
Up well. But... your generation's ways were ultimately not good for me. You guys just don't get me! I am an adult! Stop treating me like a kid. I just hate being dismissed.

What is it with older people thinking that they're always right?

Brother, we are strangers. I am just leaving it as that. You're going to regret this.

Cunts I have dated. I don't even know where to begin.

First girlfriend, oh you were the hardest. The first is always the hardest. Though what... we
Dated like for only 4 months? Yet, I remember that depression. Getting over you was tough. More so because you weren't what I thought you were. Don't think I didn't know. Your best friend told me everything after that. You're the biggest liar and I have nothing but hate for you because of that. You're a joke representing your religion.

What is it with people who use god just for their own selfish needs?

That girl who cheated on me. God. I must have been a fool to not see it coming. Him? Of all people? The ugliest dude ever?

But you know what? I thank you. You gave me some respite in this painful life where I finally
Got to be right. I truly enjoyed punishing you when you came clean and begged for forgiveness.

But it wasn't enough. I want more revenge. I really hate you all. The anger never stopped.

What is it with people who cheat?

Annoying friends. You guys were annoying. Don't think I don't know. I am self-aware, as said. Much more than you sorry bunch. You guys designate me as the one who's too sensitive and petty. You guys talk all the time behind my back.

Some friends you are. To think I have helped you all out before. I remember everything. Everything.

What is it with friends who don't know how to act like friends? It doesn't take s genius to be an adult.

You all owe me an apology. All of you.

But it's too late.

I will have my revenge.

The is the best weapon I can think of. It should hurt more than my fists. You won't bleed, but you will cry.

This is the deepest pain I know I can give you all. Oh how I wish I could be there to see the tears in your eyes, the cries of your despair, the pain on your face, and the regret you shall never erase.

You will all miss me.

What is it with people who suddenly have good things to say about someone when that someone dies?

The 19 pills I took should be setting in now. The Internet told me so.

Good bye.