There's definitely a little bit of autobiography there. I guess that we've all been in this situation at some point in our lives, where we are living in the past or over-thinking about future and forget to be present and enjoy life as it is now.
Thank you so much for your nice words. Writing on Steemit really helped me a lot with my English, even though there is still room to improve, hehe.
I hope I'll get inspired to write again.