I Just Ate A Breakfast This Morning Which I Normally Don't
I was sleeping when my mother went into my room to wake me up so that I could take my antituberculosis medicine which the doctor instructed for me to take before my breakfast.
And so I just did take it and asked my mother to give me some coffee so that I can just stay awake. After an hour I asked her to give me some bread with bacon in it as I feel that I wanted to eat already so that I won't get hungry and lose some more weight considering that I am just skin and bones and I do not want to make it worse.
Now it is not clear if I will going to eat later in the day but maybe I would maybe after 6:00 PM today or if I feel that I am hungry and low on blood sugar. Usually if I am already feeling low with my blood sugar and irritated it is just time to eat even if I do not feel hunger.
I reckon if only I could forgo with eating I will do it because I do not enjoy eating anymore, it is just I have to do it because of course our bodies needs nutrition or it will get sick.
I am just basically doing intermittent fasting most of the time because of my appetiteloss. My aim is to just build-up my appetite if I can so that I could be able to eat. There are no reasons behind it other than that and still I can enjoy food.
My hope that soon a drug that is called an "Evocalcet" which is only available in Japan could be available here in my country so that I can use it instead of what I am currently using because Evocalcet doesn't cause nausea or upper gastrointestinal upset.
So if any of you my friends can help me out with Evocalcet I am appreciating it especially those that live in Japan which unfortunately I do not see much users in here. But I am still hoping that Evocalcet will soon be available in my country because I just needed to improve my life's quality and not like this where I am suffering night and day from appetiteloss.