I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling down. It was actually kind of comforting to watch your video because I made a video today, the first in nearly two weeks, with the same sort of tone and I was feeling a bit nervous about sharing it. Something that I continue to realise is that even when I don't feel like making a video I try to be as engaged with the community as much as I can because honestly chatting with everyone especially on discord really helps me move through my emotions. I've always followed because you are so true and genuine to yourself, never feel obligated to make videos, just stay true to your emotions and inspirations and things will flow much more naturally without all the pressure. Sending all the love to you E. 💛