Hmmmm sounds like my life right now :P I have just experienced many of those points in the last week. Sleeping on the floor.. Losing entire investment.. Risking everything.. Away from family.. Sleeping in a car is nice, if you have one (so losing cars)..

Meh, it's all materialistic shit. Doesn't matter. I believe it's all about how one can manipulate their emotions into believing that things are fantastic. Feeling that emotion like it's the truth. Feeling how it would be to be living in your goal situation.. All of that can completely dominate any monetary object.

One person will get depressed in a particular situation.. Another person can evaluate what happened, and decide to try again, and not give up no matter what. And yet people wonder why some people are rich af, and other's aren't.

So for that, I feel fantastic, because I cannot wait until I show life who not to mess with :P Talk soon.