Dear Diary: So How Is My Mouth Doing?

There is a pain on my gums on the lower part of my jaw because the teeth above somewhat rubs or strikes the raising gums below so it gets painful now. What I am doing is that when I chew I just move my lower jaw forward so that my teeth above won't strike y gums.

But that techniques doesn't work very well and my teeth and food eventually injures my gums so it causes some discomfort for me. I am just worried that my face would grow huge than it is now because my condition is called a "Leontiasis Ossea" or a "Lionface" syndrome and it really doesn't look any good as the condition is prrogressive and I am worried that it would not stop.

It is just my hope that my facial deformity would halt because nobody even wants this kind of a rare condition where now I am having such a hard time eating and even socializing with other people outside my home for my fear of discrimination and other form of maltreatment from other people.

It is really hard when you have such a problem with your appearance and I even have a hard time with my loved ones like my nephews and nieces because they get scared of me especially the younglings. But I really am so apprehensive in dealing with the adults so most of the time I would just not go out and even turned them out when they wanted to see me.

But my appearance is the least of my worries really because what is happening inside y mouth is what I a concerned about. I jst wanted the pain to go away and the deformation t stop. There is really nothing that I can do but to take my medicine for my bones and pray and ask or prayers to hope that everything will not go as bad in the future for my body.