yes, sir terry he may not see you now as a beautiful one he created but the fact that he raised you amazing he will feel it. feeling sometimes goes beyond our sight. As he knew that that he made you beautiful makes hime proud and even in the sadness he can still smile because of that love you've given to him. You can surpass this sadness, sir. You're stronger, I may not know you personally but your words as inspiring people will prove how did too much in many lives. Wish you well sir, the teardrops for sadness will be paid by happiness after. Just stay still and hold on. We are all here for you as you are here for us. Take care