I know how hard it is to undergo in depression.
It's like, you think everyone laughs at you, they belittle you, as if you're just good for nothing.
You can't help it but to feel hopeless.
There'll be times that you wakes up in the middle of the night and cry for no reason.
You'll think that there's no one cares about you and nobody loves you.
And if you're not brave enough and has low self esteem, you'll end up living a chaotic life.
No one can help you to get over it but yourself.
Now, I still sleep late.
But I make myself busy with something like watching funny facebook videos, watching korean drama series and reading books. It helps me a lot.
It helps me forget.
And I won't stop until I fall asleep.
Sometimes, when I wake up in the middle of the night, I just remind myself that I have to sleep and disregard the things that haunts me. A glass of water helps a lot.
Some people usually misunderstood my late night sleeping habit.
But you know what? I don't give a damn with it!
I don't care what the world thinks about me.
As long as I know that I do not harm anyone, I'll live my life and love myself the way I want it to be.