I am traumatized, and lost in pain. Who will help me?
Have heard people talk about the fact that happiness comes from within, to determine the degree of ones state of happiness; you have to let go of burdens and pains you hold dear to your heart. And you have to determine what exactly you want for yourself.
But not in my case, just like the anchor said: “my case is different”. Mine too is somewhat different.
I have a random personality just like every other cool person but the distinction is that my weakness is taking a better part of me. Due to my old fashion, jerk circle routine, I have lost interest in so many things. Recently, I notice that I am always depressed and sober for no reason whatsoever. I get turned off so easily on the inside and my mind is constantly changing. At first, I felt maybe it is a change of environment or due to climatic conditions. But, I guess I am wrong cos I am still on the search for the cause.
Maybe I give people in my life too much of attention, and priorities that most times when things don't go well between us. I am always a step backward from forging ahead while they are a step forward to moving on... Such is life anyways.
I feel life is meant to be good all the time, character checked, emotion and feeling checked, behavioural pattern checked. I think I am wrong on that, Yes! I am totally wrong.
Times without number, some circumstances keep twitching my brain to believe that what I am doing is wrong. Maybe everything is just a facade, and nothingless.
I know you may say I am probably not the only soul experiencing a down trodden heart or pain right now and might not be the last. Well, I guess I am just too special to be neglected that is why I seek for people's advice and suggestions on what to do about my state of mind?
Hope I won't get to a psychopathic stage where I view the world in a brutish perspective of living on my own.
Although, most victims consider the fast means of ending their troubles themselves - suicide!
I don't think I am ready for that, I really wish there is a therapeutic means to solve this. I wish I could help myself...
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My Dear friend please take yourself out of such thoughts. What!
You have all that it takes to get you going.
Infact let's continue this talk on DM.
Sorry bout whatever you are going through but you can fight it.
I pray God gives you the strength to fight this.