You know I was also an alcoholic for a long time, but in 2005 I just quit, I was having pains in my liver it would get hard, the nightmares were terrible and the hang overs just got worse and worse, so I just decided it was either die or give up drinking. The 31 of December 2005 was the last time I had a drink, I just sat there with that drink and I though OK this is the last one this year, afterwards I would just think OK I won't drink today, until I actually forgot about drinking. Sometimes I wish I could drink a beer but frankly I'm afraid of that one beer.