The Diary Game: A Day Of Different thoughts,Who Will Be My Lover/05/06/2025/

Hello, greetings to you all from my end,the motherland Nigeria,it is a wonderful day for me sharing this thought with you people, how ever I was so worried about how things is going with me personally. So through out the day I haven't been able to fix my self well, thinking ,think. I wasn't all that strong and courageous as I woke up in the morning,a lot of things that cross my mind was so boring, making me to reason who is a lover, apart from God who is the beginning and the end, the great provider. I was inside my bedroom, thinking about my loneliness, disappointed life style encounter among friends, this makes me to feel bad throughout the morning time and even giving bad emotional feelings. All this was from a disappointment that a business partner I take as a good friend and a sister put me through, making my investment to crash down, hoping on her was like we men hoping on God,my belief was that she will protect my interest likewise I do same to her, what a world?, through out the morning things were not going well with me emotionally and physically when people around me sees me they were asking me what is going on. My background photo can show

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I was so worried till the noon time and the next thing was body weakness and all of that,so I realized that over thinking is not good in ones life,so a friend came and told me to stop thinking about looking something and ate,I was encouraged by her words of advice and entered my room picked up some money and went out to a shop and buy some food stuff to prepare lunch.

My lunch
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As I was on my way going to buy the food stuff to prepare my lunch,I saw a woman that is selling food that is cooked, still in the situation I am,I consider buying the cooked food than the raw food stuff, because to cook it will give me tuff time.
So I spend # 1,500 Naira and go back home and ate it, after that I was sleeping in side the house

When I woke up from bed,I sat outside the compound for some minutes and still go inside the house,at this moment,I went to my books shelve to check any textbook that is about Love to read if I will be able to have control of my situation.

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The title was JuJu Lucky,so after going through this book that introduction page,I immediately understood that to have a good friend is by Grace not on how you devoted your time to make the person happy or something, this was exactly that happened to me, making a friend started a business and latter she turned down every thing by highjacking the funds
What a wonderful world.

My dinner
Later in the evening I was so down in spirit,I tried to control myself so that my blood pressure will not raise beyond the normal stage,I went and bought this Ching ching by 8 O'clock pm and take it as dinner, through out the day, I haven't been feel nice.
So everything in my life that was not sounding,I didn't go to shop and even doing my online business,I was really disappointed my steemit colleagues.
A woman without support and hardworking, shouldn't be disappointed by friends around her.
Life is one,it has no duplicates.

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