Letter To My Sister. I.14. Healing. Part 2


Bonnard, The workshop with Mimosa, 1935.

Dear Sister,

It is incredibly important what you choose freely and engage in joyously between 15 and 28. In this period you consolidate a foundation for what we may call, I. Whatever happens next, ruffles you, upsets the apple cart, drives you to the edge, can bounce off this. Whomever you meet afterwards will test its strength, in the sense of Force (as in card 11), which tames the lion within to purr, om mani padme hum.


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Naturally, what went before, will come to bear upon those years. Sadly, (yes, the play of life comes in yugas, with Kali and Parvati, half destruction, half enchanting) it makes for a selective process in the vein of the survival of the fittest. Our educational goals are no help to this whatsoever.

I survived because of the joy I could derive from my childhood; I seem to have had my guardian angel close and I agreed to stay in touch throughout my adulthood.

When I consulted this energy, inner knowing, Brahmic vibe, Christ Light, or little voice, it came to me by way of intuition that some errors of soul can only be fixed by spiritual doctors. I saw a field hospital just over the threshold, in a zone that resembled a moderate form of Purgatory. Let’s say it was not exactly paradise, a little bleak and austere, but the staff seemed capable.

Perhaps, we may transpose this vision onto our future sick bays on this planet. I don’t know. For now, it tells me to bear the burden of autism till over the threshold of death. Man is not ready to heal himself from autism today. Is healing but the lifting of a condition? Or does it begs us to become guardians for eachother and return to our primal germ where the right assistance can be found.

It is, for now, our task to assist those impaired souls, hampered and handicapped with autism and help them get across (life) as karma-neutral as possible. This is like “nil by mouth” before major surgery. Protect, restrict, facilitate. These are the three themes for those guardians of autistic people. But in these perilous and unstable times, the high-functioning autistics must also be helped to become responsible for guarding themselves.

I can’t wait for the Autism Syndrome to become as much a condition or orientation as Down’s and homosexuality (formerly in DSM). Recognition of it is key! None of these are ideal, in any sense of the word, when it comes to the mission of man on earth seen from a historic perspective. In the context of eternity, it doesn’t matter what outer form (as determined by time passing through the signs of the zodiac) a human soul takes - as long as he is good or karma neutral. Without goodness there is no escape from cyclical time and we will spiral back into our baser nature, returning to dust and ash, as we turn nature’s goods into excrement. The earth shall remain fertile and nature pure until we have polluted her with synthetics.


Auroville Symbol.
The dot at the centre represents Unity, the Supreme;the inner circle represents the creation, the conception of the City; the petals represent the power of expression, realisation.

The implications of my vision of this Inbetween (time and eternity) are numerous. It could draw up various maps for parallell dimensions and indicate the direction evolution (of consciousness) must take to reach immortality and exist in the infinite.It might indicate we are in the middle of a pernicious battle of the Heavens and running out of resources while losing our easy access in and out of carnation . It might be the beginning of a way in and out for a new constellation of souls (cf how a path for young souls is being paved by means of Down’s Syndrome et al.). It might signal the start of the Apocalypse, where the 144.000 are chosen - but to read Revelations accurately is another thing altogether…. We may be developing a fifth temperament with the teething problems that leads to a fourth miasm (cf Hahnemann).


The one Sacrifice to end all suffering put an end to all sacrifices. This is not the same as saying glory to Jesus. It says something majestic and subtle at the same time - as only cosmic proportion in all its manifestations and the even larger spaces inbetween can speak of.


We are not here to struggle (just make a little easy effort). We must invest in the tending of purging fires within each tiny soul; this hermetically, ask for sacrifices which are no more than giving back to chaos what does not belong to harmony. If you don’t you promote arson. In the meantime we can meditate, like higher mathematicians in search of elegant theorems. Or we can sit in the ever quicker sand of problems until we have sunk. We can dance around the wheel of fortune. Or we can go bust on gula.

Ceremony, celebration, festivals, ritual, sacrifice are not merely things to do on your trip of a life-time. They tap out sincere rhythms.

It is important that we do not tell you what to do. With autism, advice becomes a demand and suggestion a command. One is wise to teach one’s dog of a brain to do the necessary chores (the discipline of hygiene); one can train the nose to be steady over a glass of green tea. The greening cleanses, invigorates, makes crystalline, stands you in the light. The light does not shine on itself. Walk along its beam into fairytales and Bonnard.

Trying too hard we forget softness and turn icey. Our primordial state was humid and warm. As babies we were kept snug and unctuous. Then we were pushed onto the hockey fields. (I cast my wide eyes over the battle grounds and said, no thank you, please. You did as you were told.) We were taught to add up our numbers. (I picked a few and played cards with them. You came to mighty sums.) We were told to follow the leader and dance in step with the band. (I said, no way, I’m not touching a dirty boy! You waltzed as you were told.)

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Life is a dance. Give and take. Love and hate. I love the tango the number 64 and the 7 as charioteer; and as for sports, they remain traumatic for me, but I’ll have an Olympic discobolus.

| . . . to be continued . . .

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