Just sister @kristal01, read the message ... the question is not how many people come to church? but how many people know Jesus through us ?, we are the church of Christ, there are people who live in a club, but his heart is far from God, it is sad that in his church so many bad things happen, take your testimony to Everywhere as a daughter of Christ and you will see, you will not have to depend on any leader, no pastor, you yourself are called to establish the kingdom here on earth, it is a divine mandate. If we spend seeing what others do, we will fail, Jesus did not see what Judas was going to do, he saw us with eyes of love, and he gave his life. This is the principle of success as Christians.