its too late for that , its do or die ...

half past one, start preparing the post for today, its not catHub day so i dont need to spend 40 seconds to render a professional logo for free online ... that's a timesaver .. catHub post for tomorrow is good as done, just insert screenshots, now that's a timesaver ... see i gotta do it during clarity because i don't function on dopamine, and i don't fucking during hours of rising chickens , especially not when forced ... Yahoo would have had a quitter on me the moment they scrapped work from home because i simply don't have that key where my inspiration turns on at THEIR nine am

it doesnt work like that, but i'm abnormal so who cares ?

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DEAR DIARY ... i have been having what the UK-englishmen would call *a bleeding headache* since last night, plus on top of that that feeling i used to get as if ive been wearing a vr set non stop for 30 days nuking my face

is back

good thing it's not catHUB night, bad thing is i wont be doing anything productive since my head is fried like this .. the night wasted and tomorrow just another day in hell.

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so it's gonna be ... dark souls & pancakes i guess, poor mans kitchen, broke as fuck, stuck for years in a shithole i hate, the only goal is still what it has always been : to get out of here with my cats before its too late cos if i cant have that

then nothing's worth the effort

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and after more than 60 official jobs i know one thing for sure other than that the only thing in life that's certain is death ::
nine to five snickers money isnt gonna get me that, so if i cant have that i might as well sit on my ass and wait for the end of days

that is what you made me, precious, with your incessant pushing, pulling, and hitting buttons i dont have so many times that the bruises just won't go away


o dear, so emo

yea , whatever ...

? no, precious ... 250g flour, 2 eggs and 0,5l milk, if you have to buy that freeze dried prefab powder mix in a supermarket you SHOULD stay out of that kitchen for REAL ... like most of my exes who were able to burn water (so to speak), most of them were hExes too (HA HA, does this get me a picket fence from the hippies against womanhaters again cuz i had enough of that shyte too ... i'm as hopeless romantic as nietschze but they just killed all of that, im not even sure it's still in there) im sure it doesnt qualify for #steemkitchen but im not really trying either and besides, spending more than 15 minutes in a kitchen i consider a waste of time unless it gets me laid (WOOO me MAN, GOOD FIGHTER ! ... right ...) ... o, its the foodie-section darling, it's where the hobbits live :p
you'll have to excuse me for being able to cook but my folks didnt pack lunch when i was nine

this is not fiction

pancakes is not hard ... since i grew up with my grandparents as a kid, fresh food is all i know, fastfood a treat or a luxury due to price and even then ... something at best once a week, certainly no mickey Dees lol .... ne goeie pitta of nen durum of fritkot frit me vanalles bou, mor al dei kloden van mcDee of quick BLEURGH man

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so ... dear diary ... #fuckflanders

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o yea and #darksouls ofcourse ... sometimes #tekken but that doesnt work with my eyesockets full of sand and my brain fried ...

i do get the feeling the gamerworld if full of competitive psychopaths too , people who simply don't understand you dont give a shit about competing or being better, just about getting enough to do what you FUCKING want and need

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but well ... normals , hm ? tsk, after three dark souls (the first , like had it on xbox, 100%ed, sold xbox bought it on pc killed it bought prepare to die edition killed it, now remastered, killing it slowly cos i can just afford a game a month anymore and humble bundle doesnt accept cryptopayments so those gamepacks (main reason why i have a few 100 on my list) are unreachable too ... AND I STILL DONT GET HAVEL ARMOUR, i mean the poise, yes, but all that heavy metal and it takes about two swings of a cow or a player to kill you, and thats not even ng+

but it looks cool if you are willing to spend all your points in weigh/sta , thats for sure

yadda yadda ... yes, quantum metaverse and stuff but my heads not there, gonna get me a glass of sicilian wine to kill off the night in silence cos i dont feel like painkillers ... so i guess i'm back to drunk ... i hear that a lot, mostly from people who have no idea what it IS to be addicted, maybe i should get my mother an account ... she LOVES to cook , she would be #steemkitchen material, ive seen people do it here, one account for every family member ... cosa nostra style lol, us helps us, cos if we dont then who will ?

well i might as well, since i plan on splitting up for every 500 steem power i get due to the VERY insecure nature of the system it would be nice if the accounts have some use so maybe moms can give me a recipe a week post heh heh

otherwise its gonna be all planktonraffles (which is good too,, but i think its better if one can diversy ones portfolio ...) problem is ... they spend like 7 months a year in france (yea i know how that makes me sound but i'm sure you've seen pictures of the house here by now, barely bridpatt/jolie material is it?) so what am i gonna do with that when they're not here ... dunno but i can ask ... that i can ... 500Sp isnt THAT far away, the reasoning is , one password compromised means maximum 500sp lost, at my level that's a LOT, whaleboys, a WHOLE FUCKING LOT so despite the spillage caused by multiple accounts (in order to get your voting power together) and the internal curation trail, i dont think its my problem , my problem is keeping my assets safe and TRYING to keep it decent, figuring out how to secure better and how to attract investors with real money to STEEM , that is YOURs

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m hm, i'm not like you and you're not like me, diversity prevents inbreeding and keeps the flow in the bell-curve, formal Ed should know that ... well its 2am , normally that would be my morning snackbreak time for me since midnight is my wakeup call but since "it " wont let me sleep again, trying to push me in "theirs" (well call me an autist if that makes you feel better, im not but whatever gets you off my back if you need to classify to feel secure) its LATER so i'm sure apéritif is applicable like whne i get a beer at 10am and people be like WUT ? i'm like its 5 o clock for me , mate im up since midnight

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yea , sicilian, strange since i tend to be a chauvinist bordeaux and chablis-pig (there i go sounding all rich again, well ... its not like i always had THIS little money and i grew up in the land of hobbits so bourgondiers as they call it, i understand them, fat around the heart and all ....) but this one actually tastes great, otherwise the only italian wine i fell for is venetian ombre which isnt really a brand and maybe its the huge glasses and the atmosphere

and there i go again, right ? but consider this : i have no car, no house, no kids, no alimony, hell, i have ZERO loans

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and i also have nothing, if i spend a few hundred when i get them and it gets me to venice, and that makes you think im a rich poser, you got your perspective wrong, woops
alarm clock

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ooow i think someone is killing me stone dead while afk i can hear squishy sounds, see

because i bought a 50 inch plasma from a job i had like six or seven years ago, that lasted me one year, there's also the faction that feels i should be happy because "people in africa" , right ? then i go like "what about the people in china?"

then they go like "... o but thats child labour and apple" ... and they know they been living on television for years, right?

i call it wanking off on other peoples misery, i dont think i should settle because someone else has it worse that's bullshit
but the reaction remains the same :

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and the winner is :

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@steembasicincome #steembasicincome #borderlessnation !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOTHING is sacred, YOU have the right to question

everything

people who are receiving daily votes thanks to yours truly @rudyardcatling because i got a share in @steembasicincome for me ... isnt that the nicest thing ? a pledge i made long ago when things looked a bit brighter right in front of me, 10% of every year, slightly distorted and applied (for now, with no obligations ofcourse)

i have to thank @dannyshine for enrolling me (without telling me, i wouldnt have noticed if i didnt check my logs) so i dont tell the others and they wont know unless they read here or check their logs , just remember long after you use it before they implement it

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@dannyshine, @fishmon , @futuremind , @free999enigma (x2), @mikebluehair42 , @lastditch , @darsico(x2) , @moeenali , @bobdos , @hfnetworks , @yehey , @travelkorea , @zoeyvalliant , @hispeedimagins , @xplore , @pinoy , @recordrealm , @lovelyboo , @tushar83904 , @naf , @pssf84 , @truthbeyondlies , @lemouth , @papa-pepper , @nanocheeze, @sammycakes, @qam2112 , @thedailysneak , @andre-verbrick

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[discord channel](https://discord.gg/fpSnkFM) or asked in comments @steembasicincome, they will reply but it might take anything from hours to few days ... people have lives too :p (the [FAQ](https://steemit.com/steembasicincome/@steembasicincome/steem-basic-income-frequently-asked-questions) btw)

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not sure if all those are still correct, i'll check it some time, but im sure you can find their feed if need be ... the rules ? blablabla, first of all i give away what i give away so i dont think there's anything to debate but first goes random from the top voters at the moment of 10X, if all top voters have had one within one month then it goes random from then 1000+ followers, MIND YOU : ONLY NON STALE ACCOUNTS, NON BOT ACCOUNTS AND NO ACCOUNTS THAT ONLY RE-STEEM or it would be a waste, so yea, there's two people who have two, they happen to be top-voters on my account, why would that be unfair ? and even if it is ... you're free to refuse a share if you get one, i dont get paid to diplomat

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@darsico

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(image from https://www.innovationtoronto.com/ )

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i will ofcourse check the account before i send, if it's a 'stale' account then putting sbi bots on it to vote is 100% pointless

i think we can all agree on that ?

there we are, see you at 240 (im not sure i'm keepin track here i send the sbi way before because i keep the messages for content, open book, hyperthread, THINK MORE, work less unless its for yourself, symbiosis is the key to nature)

@rudyardcatling catta liiina , puts his cat in the senate then asks the powers that be : "if you see any whale with 2million sp give 10 percent out in daily vote shares instead of telling you to entertaim them ... you know, do a little monkey dance and tell a funny and maybe then you get a crumb ... give them a round of applause) ... i think that's it for now
_{i know its caligula, dude, but how does that rhyme with cat?}

thanks for your patience

and kind consideration

owh .. by the way ->

i do not ask for anything in return nor will i refuse anything that doesn't come with strings attached, if anyone for any reason doesn't want their share , they can always give it back, it's all in the faq, since this is the internet i assume you know what that is, and where to find it

it's easy to be magnanimous and enlightened when you're pockets are ALREADY FAT

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me : https://steemit.com/introduction/@rudyardcatling/signature-post-20180501

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last but not least :

readers digest

i could make that into three posts but i WANT to stick to one a day and i WANT to move towards one per week (but that will require MASSIVE steem power first, well not supermassive but sustainable, its about independence after all, not getting cookies to do a monkey dance, then and only then can i be helpful ... but im not sure i want to anymore after all thats happened)

disclaimers ? well this is now rendered from a php file i used to render slashcat so all articles and comments go to a page i can use so see, its only one third of a post, but it doesnt cost me more time than ALL THE TIME I SPEND READING IT AND PICKING IT AND COMMENTING AND COPYPASTING since that php script runs forever so to speak ... but its there, in case i need it

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some logos are some logos arent, who gives a shit its 2018, soon half the doctors in the hospitals will be living under a bridge since AI can diagnose better and faster, without bias or prejudice, so

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i've always known it : if you spell youble backwards it reads "do no good" it always has .. o wait ... o wait ye it does

you have no idea of the headache i have today yet here i sit doing my daily chore to make a cent more than yesterday because whatever you say, or try

THERE IS NO ALTERNATIVE FOR ME (unless you got the money you owe me ?)

if i had 1/10th of this kind of headache, id be not coming to work for 14 days if i had to work for YOU and not for ME,

bitch (o dear be careful, cat this goes to readers digest too)

i know precious, no one ever reads it its not "content"

https://yro.slashdot.org/story/18/06/15/1844205/some-prominent-tech-companies-are-paying-big-money-to-kill-a-california-privacy-initiative

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shot the dude "several times in the chest" after being shot in the leg and stunned ... so thats what ? bruce willis versus a bb-gun ? the dude got shot several times in the chest and then gets 20 years ?

DARWIN AWARD !

https://motherboard.vice.com/en_us/article/pavwj8/armed-robbery-domain-website-gunpoint-doitforstate

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they had me at "...cops are confident hackers..." el-Mao

https://apple.slashdot.org/story/18/06/14/1922203/cops-are-confident-iphone-hackers-have-found-a-workaround-to-apples-new-security-feature

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maybe that should postpone the south-american water riots for a while

https://science.slashdot.org/story/18/06/14/1628226/antarctica-is-melting-three-times-as-fast-as-a-decade-ago

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unless you ban technology this is inevitable ... the only solution is to stop breeding or to actually colonize space ... but if i were evil as "them" i'd derive some pleasure from seeing all those "hard workers" going down into a zone theyve never been before . I'd almost say

KARMA'S A BITCH BITCH

seen this thing long before in greenhouses where nationalist farmers only employ foreigners willing to live in the basement for the season, fully automated delivery on tracks zero personnel required, and thats like eight or so years ago (when i tried working HARD a lot)

https://hardware.slashdot.org/story/18/06/14/1038247/microsoft-is-working-on-technology-that-would-eliminate-cashiers-and-checkout-lines-from-stores-says-report

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well .. thats what you get for selling crud before you got one line of code

its a bad habit these days and WHO THE HELL on planet crypton would call themselves "authority" O M F G ????!

https://www.ccn.com/eos-blockchain-grinds-to-halt-as-software-bug-freezes-transactions/

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yes, indeed, stuck in the old world when Edison could steal ideas to patent and bottom input from colonies wasn't competition from developing markets, as outdated as the steam engine. Mozilla loses all your bookmarks .. "the only drawback to A GREAT SOLUTION!" very american ... and i HATE those captchas that are used to train the A.I for self-driving cars, how do i opt out ?

https://civicskunk.works/economics-like-religion-assumes-it-knows-everything-36fc9df0cfe7

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like i always like to say : "i don't function on dopamine" and then they like "OMG MILENNIAL" and im like "1973, bro ... 1973 ..."

https://www.futurity.org/immediate-rewards-motivation-1785952/

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i know, but i see worse posts and they get voted on by weird creatures too ... so

WHO GIVES A SHIT until i am my own man, this is my life btw

whats left of it, as real as it gets

yes well dont get mislead, if you wanna find out what kind of daddy id be you'll have to wait a resurrection or two, i got convinced ONCE to have a kid and she aborted it so thats NEVER GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN IN THIS LIFETIME

i will also not take care of someone elses in my house and if i do, i will have money enough to adopt a few from a distance and make sure they dont go hungry and can get an education until they're on their own

thats the only way THAT is ever gonna happen in this lifetime, debunch your panties already

why should i talk like someone i'm not ?

i'm me ...

_{well good points for mozillafox for keeping text in cache, BAD points for losing all my bookmarks, YOURE THE PRO , THATS NO EXCUSE, i fucking relied on you for that and this is what i get}

ready or not ... post inc

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(i do not own slayer but if i could afford them i probably would HAHAH ... my label would be quite selfish ... the upper-ground part anyway)

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i'd like to get some attention for https://itch.io/, which got brought to my attention by @vhhau , a regular on @ubasti and @sakhmet ... a project which if not already present might be worthy of @utopian-io #utopian-io attention

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llOl, i'm starting to feel like the days of fanzines like zZap64

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i'm a poly-thing

on many levels

math the least of them

my EYE-q ? my Iq , right

thats gonna be disappointing i'm afraid
i dont know who came up with that anyway, if its about those repetitive tests im slightly above average in pattern recognition

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mhm

one more, guv, i will not be your d-j today

keep in mind ... you're lucky they cancelled forced enlistment the year before i got out of school

i would have spent two years in the brig

you would have had to make an example

cos you cant HAVE people like me

i think thats why they cancelled mandatory enlistment

YES THEY HAD THAT UNTIL RIGHT WHEN I TURNED 18

RIGHT HERE IN HELL-gium

didnt know that, did you ?

so

lets give the kid a little bump, shall we

not cos we are rich, but cos we are NOT scrooge

a little bit o that might be a lot to the kid

i say kid cos i have no idea if its he or she

isnt teh webz a wonderful place ?

but i'm sure its -kun level

certainly not -senpai lol

isnt teh webz a nice place ? you can learn all kinds of things they will deny you in school

learn to see the world for what it is

a bunch of holes where people hide

because they dont know what it is

i cant say i didnt have the military education, im just saying after THAT i would have never fit in the army

some minds dont fit in rigid structure

they DONT

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well, if this is not "life"

then you have no clue about it

precious

tschh ... but i AM a catalyst

the CAT works on so many levels in so many dimensions they persecuted it during the dark ages, the church of rome is not my friend

this one only works in night mode

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https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2kcvz

only does youtube huh ? i was almost afraid rihanna pop killed it with daddymoney

see what i mean by patenting something someone else couldnt ?

they just took the title

and wrote over it

on ALL of youtube

genuine authentic

certified PURE

its not cos i dont like smelly, grimey Neegans that i dont like the pink on the black of the Nubian queen as she wears the air around her like a crown

should i start downloading again to preserve REAL culture ?

http://www.jukebox.fr/the-herbaliser/clip,good-girl-gone-bad-ft-wildflower,llqkl.html

all the youtube results on google result in deleted videos

so how long before these are gone then ?

in the name of rihanna

its like fucking IS destroying cultural heritage thats what it is

inspiration doesnt happen when im not at ease

you're doing it wrong

you're also altering history

as if you are a victor

not a pop tart

right, so

sometimes you dont want people to vote on it, right ? cos they will take 25% of your stuff if they do

or

cos you got a system that doesnt work with limitless people

but you cant stop them so what can you do about it?

write your own fucking chain

and make sure its not ethereum based

no room for private choices on eth

and forget EOS

eos is an oligarchy already

5 out of 10 its one of them blocking this one

but is one is eth too really

and eos
?
who knows what eos is ? they made billions before they had a line of code

thats how stupid YOU are buying into it before it happens

tsch lol, how many people have killed themselves over steem price now ?

i mean

its more than i get on facebook

and theres nothing else to do i can do without getting trouble

its always a win for me