Insight: Suicidal Thoughts
By Sheila L. Ferguson

wanting to die
but not wanting to die
feels like one arm
is holding the gun
trigger finger ready
the other arm
strangles the other
red with white knuckels
in desperate effort to live

the terror
of truly fearing oneself
is like running from
the murderer
when the murder
is

you

this is my personal
private

death row

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