This sounds like somebodies that I know very well.

"Sphere" Audiobook by Michael Crichton: "With her lack of self-esteem; her deep core of self-hate; Always seeing herself as a victim--she was victimized by men, victimized by the establishment, victimized by research, victimized by reality--and in every case, she failed to see how she had done it to herself. She had always been attracted to power; she always felt she lacked power and needed more; but was unprepared to handle power once she had it. So she still saw herself as a victim; so she had to deny the power and arrange to be victimized by it."

This sounds like somebodies that I know very well.