"There are some things, you can only see in the right light." (A somewhat more recent poem of mine)

"There are some things, you can only see in the right light."

Self defined as a monster entrepreneur.
Within applied logic.
Unorthadox visions undoubtedly devised.
Side by side these comparisons to getting stomped to death in a mosh pit.
When there's no where left to turn or hide.
It comes time to become accomplished.
To put yourself up against the most vicious gears that grind.
Then to hug those fears that destroy even the strongest.
And yet.. We still rise.
Though.. Isn't it kinda like that with every major prophet?
Regardless of the progress and what's all implied.
Remaining eternally haunted and honest.
And I know.. I know I'm just the type.
The kind that makes you really want it.
Enjoy the sight, haha.
Good luck, while I flaunt this.
Without quit.
I'm either going down in history or I'm going down in flames..
Or both, but shit, please listen to me.
I don't expect you to feel the same or to even care, yet.. This is ridiculous, Seriously..
Such a flawed and tragic character full of so much misery.
God can't even imagine this kind of pain.
It's not possible to be much more hurt than I am or empty.
Yet I still crawl on towards this bitter fate.
Through this maze in a hell breached, gleaming love, sadness and screaming out of these messed up crazy dreams.
Dying slow in this extremely tortured mindstate.
Yet.. Somehow.. I still try and somehow.. I still believe.

I should be dead and sometimes I wanna be dead..
But I can't die just yet.
Colorful flowers blooming into majestic views instead.
Still here seeing all these rainbows, lightning strikes and sunsets.
Oh and.. I'm ugly on the inside. -.-
Or at least that's what someone recently said.
If only they knew how much beauty I've seen and cried.
Their heart would probably have already been completely wrecked.
A single thought of mine likely hides..
More meaning than those hater's entire lifes content.
Come back when you reach millions of lives.
Doubt you'll ever even try to attempt!
You're just a shit talker, right?
Well.. I've been to hell and I'm angel sent!
And no, that doesn't mean I won't fight!
Peace first.. But if it happens I'll rip you apart to whatever necessary extents!
Not trying to make anyone feel bad without necessity, despite...
Doing whatever to defend myself and those I love with integrity and respectful presence.
Having some dignity is worthwhile.
With these ambitious fists clenched!
If you've only come here to defile..
Just be prepared to leave with even less than even less!
Also.. Don't forget to have some patience while..
I overturn the whole damn game of chess.
With tears dripping down over this smile.
Bring it on, I'll show you a good reason to be upset.