Somnambulant Dreams. (A poem I made)

Somnambulant Dreams.
December 25, 2012 at 8:12pm

On one side of him the caged animals growled and barked ferociously.
And On the other side the wild beasts howled free.
Then somewhere in the middle, the lone wolf prowled..
Maybe.. That lone wolf is "he"..
The scowling man the prophecies spoke of..
Or perhaps.. it's "me"..
Trying to figure out where I belong.
Looking into the in between.
What a stunning con..
But, should I even intervene?
Would it be right.. And what's wrong..?
Trying desperately to see.
So god damn savage, and so strong.
Yet simultaneously so primitive and weak.
Aware I'll live on long after I'm gone.
But, just blessed to be here right now within your gentle breeze.
The most meaningful memories of her.
With the image of energy passing over everything.
Floating further above the earth.
Wondering what the next days hurled towards worlds bring.
Sun's setting up on this search..
Weaving through realities tortured dreams.
A little speck to those back on the surfaces perched.
Though it seems like I'm cursed indeed.
Inversions reversed to the freaking brink.
Defiantly like a fucking berserker barbarian king!
Unleashed.
Absorbing the hurts...
Divided to absurdity, colors blurrrrrr-ing... It stings.
It's tough looking at all these people who deserve you more than me.
Cause, there's nothing I'll ever be able to do..
I'll never be able to be.
Enough for you to notice enough.. Always getting let go evidently.
More oblique, more lonely shadows blending in with the emptied.
Unfairly on defense too often.
Injuries tearing at the seams.
When trying to be a better person.
A bit of faith is necessary.
If you only knew.. Of these heightened visions over carried plans.
Lessened inhibitions, trying to be someone.. Extra able to understand.
Still wishing... Still breathing lessons in the ways I can.
At times absolutely riveted and at others feeling absolutely ridiculous, and..
Descriptively eclipsing, intermittently between the way the muses breathe and sing, and... Entranced.
Consistently insisting, outward thoughts going that keep rippling each in synch, stacked.
Strings, spiraling strands, stitched... Outward mobilities uplifting.
Within melodies that keep persisting, it's... Beyond vast..
Rare elemental unions inextricably entangled.
Brief moments in our existences meant to last.
Impossibilities witnessing..
Your beauty, my flash.