Escape from this prison
I am sitting here front of the house. The family inside few meters from me some guys are drinking.
Tomorrow morning i have to wake up again. But i cant sleep.
I cant sleep because i am thinking how can i escape.
How can i rescue my family from this place. Where the social media is the main news the people believe everything what they see on FB, where they are following they leader even he ruin the place.
I am surrounded with a tons of negative people. Who accept that they live they life same way as they parents and they dont want to do nothing to have a better future.
This situation is killing me. I am fighting every day to stay positive. To prove that with hard work everything is possible.
If you really always mind somebody's else life than you cant make yours better.
It is still hard to accept that i am here in this situation because my heart is weak sometimes and i cant see people suffer.
But hey! Since that time already 2 years they are also watching me every day how i suffer. And they dont mind me anymore.
So?
There is nothing here for me anymore. Even i am sure that if we leave with my wife and kid they will ruin my farm.
I wanna come back one day for sure. But not here not in this area. Far from here somewhere in the tourist areas.
But now i am still here still planing how we can leave.
Today i had a phonecall. The next one will be on friday and i just pray that it will be a good news.....
Because as long as we stay it will be worst and worst.
Lets be honest. Philippines is a nice place if you have money. But still i never experienced a country like this that if the locals wanna go abroad they have to pay tax😂😂😂 So actually if you wanna go abroad and you cant pay that estimated 50Eur even you have your flight ticket they will dont alow you to leave😂
But the joke that even me i have to pay that amount. 3 of us that is extra 150 eur.
Just because we dont wanna be here we wanna be somewhere else.
Is it okay like this?😂
I dont think so.
So yeah hope soon we can escape from here😉
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Kitartás!
A saját példádon már tudod, hogy a munka meghozza a gyümölcsét. Minden más negatív dolgot le kell sz*rni, sajnos nem tudom szebben mondani.
Nem is kell szebben mondani mert ez igy van csak hat faradok. Fizikailag is meg szellemileg is. Es neha jo kiirni magambol tudod. Erre tokeletesen jo a steemit. Most is megvan a terv mit hogyan a huntra is csak nem birom megcsinalni pedig kaszalhatnek vele. De majd csak ossze kapom magam. A masik meg neha a kedvem is elmegy mert mocskosul lassu a net.
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Ha jót tesz, hogy kiírod, akkor csináld is :D
Nekem nem működik, mert nekem inkább szépen elszivárog a stressz meg a negativizmus. Olyan évente egy-két alkalommal szokott rossz kedvem lenni, de másnapra mindig elmúlik :D
Hat kicsit segit mivel mostanaban nem iszom ugye meg nincsenek ity haverok sem akkikkel meg lehet ezt azt dumalni es esetleg tanacsot is adnak szoval marad ez. A masik meg vannak dolgok amik nyomasztanak de az meg mar tenyleg nem ide valo. Ha 300 dollaros postjaim lennenek az akkor is csak szuk csaladi korbe tartozik tudod. De ez meg ugye nem.egeszseges mert belulrol eszi meg az energiat.
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