My no-suicide pledge on the blockchain - with designated emergency contacts [Just in case]steemCreated with Sketch.

in nosuicidepledge •  last year

This may be seen as melodramatic, or paranoid by some - but I want to make a quick pledge on the blockchain before I publish some of the things I've been sitting on.

I've vaguely done this on twitter already, but since I did that it's become even more clear that twitter is not to be trusted with important information.

  • I'm Adam, a 32yo male from Brisbane Australia.
  • I have suffered from depression on-and-off for most of my adult life.
  • Despite this, no matter what bad situation I may find myself in the future
  • I pledge that will NOT commit suicide
  • I take zero prescription drugs/medicine
  • I will not/can not leave the country
  • I am extremely mindful of my actions in my day-to-day life

How can I be so sure about this ?
Simple, I have 2 completely dependent non-verbal autistic children that need me.

There is no safety net here, my partner @krystle and I have very little support network to fall back on - and literally nobody that we feel is capable of truly looking after our special-needs kids if we were to pass on.

Suicide has never been a valid option here, no matter how bad things get.

Emergency contacts

I have left my full legal identity, phone number, date of birth and home address with a few trusted people distributed across multiple countries.

If I disapear, my lifelines are: @fyrstikken @acidyo @officialfuzzy & @ozmaster

PGP signed pledge

I've clearsigned the below message with PGP key ID EE21159C

-----BEGIN PGP SIGNED MESSAGE-----
Hash: SHA1

I'm Adam, a 32yo male from Brisbane Australia.
I have suffered from depression on-and-off for most of my adult life.
Despite this, no matter what bad situation I may find myself in the future
I pledge that will NOT commit suicide
I take zero prescription drugs/medicine
I will not/can not leave the country
I am extremely mindful of my actions in my day-to-day life

If I disapear, my lifelines are: @fyrstikken @acidyo @ozmaster & @officialfuzzy
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Photo taken today 30/11/2016

I've got some crazy-man beard and hair going on, with huge bags under my eyes and oily skin - but screw it my ego left the building long ago :P

If anyone wants me to save their contact details and/or be their emergency contact let me know.
Preferably people I'm already in contact with, but its an open invitation for anyone that feels the need.

Sorted. Hopefully this never needs to be spoken about again ;)

This is a 100% SP post - I'm not going anywhere.

~ @ausbitbank ~

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Man... It's so crazy that today, good people need to contemplate and promise such a promise...

What a world...

Resteemed...

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Thanks mate.. I don't want to make too big a deal out of this, maybe I'm just being ridiculous but I figured it can't hurt to put this out just in case.
I've lost count of the amount of suicided truthers I've known since "waking up".

I mentioned the depression, because that's used as one of the main justifications for why someone downed a bottle of pills.. No matter how depressed I may get, I won't ever do that :)

I love this post. Cool post! I totally understand the reason why people would want to post this. Extra-judicial killing disguised as suicide seems like a frequent thing. Peace @ausbitbank!

I too suffer from depression, you sound a very posituve person :)

Assuming this is Pizzagate linked?

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Partially.. Some of my research is bringing me back closer to home (aus) and I'm just feeling a little paranoid about publishing some stuff without this on the record first.

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Yeh....shit is startig to open up wide now.

I think we may be able to call world war 3 the "War for the Children".

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Thanks mate, but I'm pretty sure they could kill us all and say whatever they wanted about it and it'd just be accepted by 99% of the population :o/

"Pizzagate researcher commits seppuku from shame because everything they ever believed was wrong"

I've noticed your proclivity for digging deep into no-no territory, Adam.
btw - it's nice to finally see your face and know your name!
Anyway - be safe. With love, concern and admiration.

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Thanks mate, no-no territory is the best territory :D

ausbitbank AusBitBank tweeted @ 12 Nov 2016 - 07:54 UTC

On a totally unrelated note - I have no plans to shoot myself twice in the back of the head anytime soon.

Disclaimer: I am just a bot trying to be helpful.
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these bot lines that appear are really cool. Is it a program that goes to twitter and looks for related info to what is being typed? I really appreciate this post @ausbitbank . I made a tag called checkin a few days ago too.

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Yeah, @twitterbot is pretty neat all you have to do is paste in a full tweet url and it'll post the full content :)

I too thought about publishing one of these, maybe I'll just take the time now to say that suicide should never be accepted as the reason for my departure. Long life to you!

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Thanks Tommy, to you too!

hereby confirming!

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Thanks mate, post updated :)

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As a Christian, I would also never commit suicide. I also have a family that depends on me. My last act in this world would never be something so selfish.

Thanks for all your help looking into this stuff, I also fear retribution for exposing this stuff.

It's an otherworldly foe we face:

Well said. It's also great to see another PGP / GPG user and, on that note, I think it's a good idea to include your public key (or a link to it) in posts with signatures.

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Thanks, I updated the post to link my key ID to http://pgp.mit.edu/pks/lookup?op=get&search=0x6149E199EE21159C :)

A shame and a sign of our times that decent people, not criminals, have to worry about their well being.

Keep your last name private. Remember satoshi's example. Look how the DOJ of US made Swartz life hell. Imo it was payback for his anti sopa activism. Imo posting our photos were mistakes. However

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Anyone that digs a little will find me at this point, I got doxed and threatened for exposing this stuff about a decade ago now , and again about 2 years ago :P

Yolo