I think you should read my latest blog. https://steemit.com/life/@bluesbro/life-list-7-join-a-corvette-car-club-and-go-on-a-run

If you have a dream and it will bring you pleasure, what I understood more deeply when I was diagnosed with cancer, was that only today is promised. If you want something and it isn't going to hurt anyone and it will make you happy, go do it. Go have adventures. Make the best days of your life your today's, not your maybe one day's.