It's depressing when others don't seem to care about your pain

6 months ago

Even before I came to America to meet her I was trying to postpone it, trying to tell her there were some things I had to take care of. She kept rushing me and I can't say much has changed in all the months we've lived together, I still feel rushed.

If I felt rushed towards good things it wouldn't be such a big deal, but instead I feel pushed to make decisions that are not the best for me.

I've been struggling with my teeth for many months and because I've been taking care of my gf financially I gotta live in pain, it hurts every day and it doesn't let me sleep. But I still gotta get up early to work some more so that she can have her cigarettes and fast food.

I told her if things don't change in a month I'm going back to my country where I can at least get medical care, I'd just come back whenever I can if she will still have me around. She keeps trying to get me to marry her for health insurance as if she's paying for any health insurance. I'm going to have to pay for it anyways, she's looking for every excuse to get me to marry her and doesn't even care what I'm going through or what it may cost me later on. It's just pain on top of pain that she doesn't seem to care though.

I don't want to leave but I also don't want to live in pain. If she can't wake up before noon to apply for jobs, help me with breakfast or help in some way, then she doesn't love me or herself enough. I gotta love myself though, I can't live in pain.

Authors get paid when people like you upvote their post.
If you enjoyed what you read here, create your account today and start earning FREE STEEM!
Sort Order:  trending

Sorry to hear your teeth are bothering you, that's sucks! Do you have plyers kicking around? (joke)

Marriage is just a piece of paper and should have no relevance in a relationship except for the benefits the "farmers" give us. But you may still be illegible if you're common law anyway (not sure for your area)

·

She has watched too many disney movies. To be honest I'm a bit upset that I was telling her I am in pain and all she wants to say is that she's already proposed marriage for the insurance. There's no insurance, she has a month left before turning 25 and being kicked off her father's. Not sure what to think.

I know it's a joke but I'd be trying to pull it if I had the tools haha

·
·

She sounds maybe a little to selfish and if chatting doesn't resolve, maybe it's time to move on?

(string and a door works too)

·
·
·

A string works for baby teeth :p