RE: Honest Satire ;) - The Last Horoscope You'll Ever Need ;) Week of August 7-13
Because for the last seven or so years she hasnt talked to me, she went out and had a kid, i fell in love at first sight over her but everyone tells me shes no good for me. i met her at a funeral when my grandfather died and i was never able to let go of it after we went on a date. i really had feelings for her but she broke my heart and never spoke to me again and i was daydreaming about her for the longest time. Basically, i just gave up.
last night i had a dream about another girl i am very fond of and i know she would be much better for me but the problem is the same, she wont talk to me and she might be too good for me because i am such a simple kind of guy and all of these girls i am interested in are so educated and live upbeat lives.
im diagnosed as schizoaffective and the world thinks im crazy but these females keep coming to me in the spirit and i have no clue if its real or not.
im a big fan of the as above, so below. i believe the stars and planets are made for signs and seasons like the bible says, in reality the as above, so below.... means the same thing as "on earth as it is in heaven." but i dont want to preach the gospel if you dont want to hear it .
<3 thanks for chatting.
To be completely honest you need to take steps to forget about the bad girl. And the new one- you seem to be well aware they are not for you.
But you need to replace them physically and in your dreams with someone who is worthy of you. Go to the simple places you like and do the things you enjoy. That is where you will find a simple kind of woman who will be good for you and love you the way you are.
Stop thinking about the ones you know in your heart are not good. Do something to find the perfect woman you deserve.
whell, i would like to find someone that i can talk to about enlightenment and quantum mechanics and the things i like to go on about. I would really like to find a woman i can meditate with and start a future with but i dont really put myself out there ever, im a homebody since my disability and i dont think anyone really would satisfy me unless it was on an emotional and mental level.
Im very shy around the females i think are attractive, and that kind of gets in the way. I dont know what im doing most of the time and i feel like a complete idiot even though i like the way i look and the way i act.
Its just been a long time for me ive been fighting a disability battle for 5 years and finally won my court case and i dont know how to put myself out there. i just want to play music and really i just daydream about cuddling with a cute woman as i fall asleep. im 26 years old so i have plenty of time to find that but ive also gone so long without it too.