Sometimes I miss myself ...

Throughout our lives, we have difficult relationships, sometimes we take them simply, without questioning, sometimes abandoning them, and then struggling to find explanations for what's happening to us.

Is the relationship between people not limited to how much energy we invest and how much do we receive?

I tend to give justice to Einstein: everything is energy! Physics has shown that energy and matter are not only linked, but can also turn into each other in any sense.

Have you never had a conversation with a certain person, then did you just feel that you no longer have energy? Or to tell only 5 minutes with someone and that person to change your day for good? As I said, it's just energy exchange.

It's also in a relationship and every time it's good to look at how much energy we invest and how much we get.

We sometimes cling to the impossible teeth of relationships, we consider ourselves to be victims even if we throw ourselves into our own trap. We let ourselves be influenced for years by a person, we consume all the energy we possess to later pay for the price, the appearance of a feeling of unfulfilledness.

Sometimes we expect things to change by themselves, we become the spectators of our own lives. How many questions do we need to put in order to realize that the road is not good. Or how many answers do we keep running? How much energy do we have to lose to get it all the way?

Happiness is measured in hugs, kisses and beautiful words, happiness is measured in the energy we receive and we give to the person who is next to us, not in tears or words that miss and bite with passion from our souls.

Sometimes we have to close doors, give up what it was, accept that it's over and trust that something better is waiting for us.

Coelho said very nicely: "It is always good to know when a stage in life ends. If you insist to keep yourself in it beyond reasonable time, you will lose your joy and the sense of what is outside of it. Close cycles, doors, or chapters. It is important that you can close them and leave behind moments of life, the moments that end. You can spend a lot of time from your present by sinking into "why," reviewing the box and trying to understand how and for what reason such and such things happened.

But you will be consumed in vain and endlessly, for in your life, you, your friends, your sons, your brothers, all of us, we inevitably go to closing chapters, giving pages, ending stages or moments in life, and to go forward."

The departure of every person in our lives changes us. We know every time everything starts, but we do not know where it's going. And even so, we continue to cast on the unknown. We continue to learn from every person we let go through the threshold of our soul. Sometimes knowing the person next to us, we get to know each other. Who we were at first and who we are now. This is life, it's not about how you get to know the other, but how deeply you get to know yourself.

Even so, by closing chapters, doors, or breaking the sheet forever, sometimes I really would like to go back to the past, not to change something, but to feel some things again. Sometimes I miss my soul, sometimes I miss my ...

Did you ever miss your last time?