Goodbye love, goodbye mountains! Where am I going?

in life •  2 months ago

I'm still in Miskolc. I came here last night but have to leave after tomorrow. I'll not come back to live here any more, and I'll miss the little house, the big garden and Tamás, whom I still love so much! Our paths separated after a beautiful one and a half year. I learned a lot here about release and acceptance.
Well, I'm sad, very sad! Release is never easy! My time should not be extended any more, I shouldn't hesitate, no matter how much it hurts, I must go! I'll go back to Székesfehérvár, but I don't want to stay there too long. I maybe go to another town to work.
This afternoon I went to the Bükk mountains - close to Miskolc, and visited a small cave where I sat down and meditated while my tears were falling permanently. Well, I'm down but I'll be up again! Looking at the at the positive side, I'm single and free again, on the other side I have no home of my own and no money to live. But I'll work with my friends from the end of September, I can base my life and I'll find my soul-mate soon.

The hole:

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Bracken on the rock:

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The view from the hole:

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Light with trees:

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Smiling again:

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These photos are original and taken with Panasonic FZ82, edited in RawTherapee.
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Sending you love and endless support from Thailand!! We have a spare bedroom if your travels bring you this far. All is well, and love is never wasted, even when the expression of it seems to end. Strength to you, my sister! x

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Thank you dear Marike!

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Fel a fejjel. Van, hogy néha beborul az ég, előfordul, hogy kicsit hosszabb időre, de végül mindig kisüt a nap.

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Én is így gondolom, de még nem látom az alagút végét!

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Lassan az is eljön. Én minden hasonló esetben tanultam valamit az élettől, amitől erősebb lettem és ami segít elérni a céljaimat.