No need to be embarrassed my friend. Even the smartest among us tended to believe in or at least have some hope for Dump. This only shows that our minds contain human decency and did not expect such a vile, repulsive psy-op.
We are not wired for deception like that. We still believe in the good. We might be bloody fools, but at least we are not evil dirtbags like the parasitic scum who rules us.