Did you finally get it?

With soul drowning, do I write you this?
Should I bless you,
Or will you get cursed?
Now that you're there, with us
Here, lay your cold vessel,
Still as miserable.
Did you finally get it?

Soaked up, in your sorrow,
Beam up your empty smiles,
The stunts we thought were crazy,
All ploys to end misery miles.
The future, though hazy,
Rough roads, end up in smiles!
You thought you bunched up courage,
Of cowards, the regal you.
But, now that you end it all,
Did you finally get it?

We all have not been happy,
Like cards we laid our pains,
But you,
How dare you?
You even coined jokes,
We'd laughed our brains to yolks,
you bunched all up in sadness,
While we laughed at your expense,
At least you could have told me,
All you feigned was quiet time.
But now that you've ended it,
Did you finally get it?

I'm still in shock oh,
But if people die after death,
I sure might be your murderer,
I don't know what I feel for you now,
So many questions in mind?
Like, did you find it easy?
Was the pain just mild?
Is heaven truly breezy?
Do theirs glittering snow?
Did your maker turn in anger,
Is judgement process long?
Now you're there,
But lay here, cold, miserable or regretful.
Wake up, send a letter,
Act a ghost, blow a breeze,
Give a sign, let me know,
Now that you've done this,
The peace you wanted,
The solutions to your pain,
The oil to your anguish,
Tell me, did you finally get it?

Abd.elmagnifico 2017