I think that I have an OCD but maybe on the mild category only

in #life2 years ago


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I like patterns, I mean numbered steps in movements as if a programmer had programmed me to do some patterns of movements on the dot. I have an OCD to some extent especially if I am stressed, I don't know if I really have it or not but in some ways I do.

You can't blame me in getting a brain disorder because to tell you the truth maybe the holy spirit has an influence on my physical being otherwise I could have lost my natural and learned wisdom due to my history and current health issues.

So I am glad that my brain is still functioning well despite that almost every major organ in my body has already a defect, my brain I guess, my lungs, the bones, my heart, liver, or God forbid, cancer brewing up somewhere which I am guessing that I might not get because of a constant supply of vitamin C in my system.

I just prefer most of the time natural foods or dishes and trying to avoid foods with many additives like preservatives and phosphates even though I can't avoid drinking sprite on occasional basis.


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This photo above 👆 is the pattern that I do here in the blurtwallet only because I am regularly receiving dividends and then after that I will claim the blurt power and power-up the liquid blurt. That is why it does this pattern of receiving Blurt tokens and then claiming the rewards and after that, the power-up.

But the reason I am doing this is just to avoid more fees to incur for ever claim and power-up because every bit of Blurt token that I have to pay as a fee for transaction will add up in time. That is why I have to limit power-upping and claiming at only one a day.

I can do the claim and power-up at a weekly basis but I just have to reinvest the tokens as fast as possible so that I can compound the power to vote regarding the curation benefits. The transaction fees are still okay but the fees on comments jut puts a limit on interaction even for a big stake holder because you basically burn money at each comment particularly if it is long and had pictures included.

I know that it is the price that we have to pay to cut spamming attacks on the blurt blockchain/community but by implementing the fees will surely make it hard for new beginners to start especially those that have not much idea on how things work in the blurt blockchain or cryptos.

But anyway regarding my OCD, I do have it with me but not to the extent that it is affecting my life for the worse, it could very well caused by external factors that triggers me in certain situations.



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Hey just wanted to pop in and tell you my son received his kidney transplant on Jan 5th of this year after two years on dialysis. It was kind of a mixed blessing for us, my wife died from Covid 19 on Sept 1st 2021. We are hanging in there. I hope you are managing well my friend.

Best regards to your Son @woodywood143 I am really happy for him, but I am sorry about your wife though because of CoViD.

I am just relying on God about how my fate goes in the future, I may or may not get a Kidney transplant but maybe if I do it I will really cherish every moment of it.

I already suffered some bone complications but at least I am able to manage and control it and I am really thankful about it.

I keep you and your family in my prayers dailey since we first met.

God bless you and your family Sir.
I very much appreciate it with all my heart.

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