Hello @vinaypsychic!
Dude!
You should never give up. NEVER.
It skipped a beat in my heart when you said this. Yes, I'm serious.

I tried to commit suicide many times during my struggling days

I'm happy that you kept your feelings straight.
You kept you mental disposition right.
You kept your determination high.
I'm happy for you.
I'm glad that you run a cafe now. Even I used to go when needed internet. When we didn't have the internet at home.
I'm glad, you found this place. I must say, this is an amazing platform. Provide good content, you will earn. keep your determination good for coming few months.
Don't expect much reward.
After a couple of months, you will get good rewards.
I'm glad to meet you here.
I will give you a follow (generally I don't do).
I love to read what you have to offer.
Good luck dude.
Welcome Aboard.
And, remember: NEVER GIVE UP.
If you need any help here, do let me know.