You had somany dream when growing up and I'm happy you achieved some of them.

If I did not get to NASA to be an astronaut or to an excellent university abroad to become a volcanologist, it is not because I cannot achieve it but rather because the purpose that God has for me is another one

This is a very positive statement which I agree with you 100% because only God knows what is best for us and only he knows our destiny

I wish you all the best in this hour adulthood life and may God grant all your heart desires