Hello beauty
It is good to read your post, i see you are sad as you are still dependant on your parent for income, worry no more as long as you keep being consistent and devotional to steemit you will earn more than you already have, i wish you success in your internship and education in general,

Greetings,
A little advice my friend, try to always proof read your publication before posting it, i came in contact with several typo error which make it difficult to understand what you meant at first but as I continue reading it became clear to me