oh, well... if you since childhood had that feeling... well, its nothing one can do with that xD

I mean, they (they) killed the great country. and then, killed it again, and again. and doing it again right as we speek. you may be surprised, but it is not the same country and not the same people that it used to be. (tho its the same land, yes... still). I am a very big fan of history, and knowing about all this shit happened (and the history is known to repeat itself!) makes any positive person a big pessimist.

thats is why I said - if you're intrested, for example, to see the nice examples of historical architecture, of the past - better go check Venice :P or if you adore all this great things depicted in the classic Russian literature - better watch old movies and old photos, then dip yourself into the modern life, the pictures at the streets are way different.

:/

nota bene: what we do have here (unlike Europe, maybe) -- we have a lot of natural nature, a lot of great locations that are still unspoiled by human hands. if I could travel, I'd happily travel across Russia myself (I have a long list!) but it is not possible for me. I always had a little salary, and have a family on my hands. and by the way, I am a jobless since last January - even before this C-19 shit went onto ventilator.

ok. see you in my posts! today I spent a great evening at and old cemetary, which I will shape later into a few nice posts. cya!