Do you eat by Time or by a Need to eat?

I only eat when I feel like eating but when it is time to eat I now eat, but before I am just waiting for my blood sugar to fall down so I will be forced to eat. Many years ago I did suffered from a loss of appetite. It is just a symptom of anemia which is a symptom of a failed kidney. So in turn I lost, oor if to put it right, never gained weight for my height but instead another symptom developed and I suffered a bone demineralization which in turn fuelled hordes of hypo and hyper in my system.

Luckily I gained my appetite and I can eat normally but with difficulty as my mouth is disfigured inside-out so I must eat lying down. I am thankful that still I can enjoy food. The only thing is that I can't eat as much because my stomach area is compressed by my backbone complication (Kyphosis), plus I can't ever gain weight no matter what I do.

As of the moment I eat whenever I feel hunger which really I am thankful to feel really. I appreciate that normal people feel, being able to do a basic function in life despite all these complications in my body.