Dear Diary: I Just Demolished A Big Mac

I am just thankful for the positive effect of my appetite enhancer as it made me finish-up my Lunch-Supper meal of a Big Mac and Fries plus some sweet hull-less popcorn. I may eat some peanuts later that my mother had bought me because she knows that I was not eating fairly much enough and in-fact I was really eating just twice a day because I do want to feel hungry before I eat.

I just chose to eat some burgers because I needed some protein and calories just to make my weight in check and won't suffer anymore weight-loss as I am really shedding some Kilos as years pass by.

Now that I had eaten my meal I am now satiated and although still I haven't met my daily calorie needs at least I had a substantial nutrients that will help me maintain my health.

It is just sad that I am suffering from appetite problem unlike when I was not taking my parathyroid medicine because most foods tastes good even those simple noodle dish with no ingredients are sweet for my taste until I had my mouth disfigurement and the medicine that made me lose my appetite for many months now.

I was only surviving because my hemoglobin had gone normal enough that it makes me endure the bad side-effects of my medicine otherwise I will quit it altogether just like many other patients that took Cinacalcet so I am thankful to God that he gave me a miracle of not having to transfuse blood or take injections of EPO.

i will just continue to take my appetite enhancer so that at least it could help me eat some of my meals because I still have to survive and achieve my goals with the help of God and steemit on my right.