Dear Diary: Dialysis day Again For Tomorrow And I Hope That The Roads Are Still Passable

I am glad that my dialysis center is not in the city because the Hospital there is flooded now considering that the roads along it was made higher a few years ago. The center of the city was flooded and maybe some of the displaced water was from the renovated roads leading to eat.

I don't think that the floods will get some solution soon because it needs a large sum of financing that involves creating of dams, improved sewer systems, and water-pumping stations to move water from place to place.

But my only concern for now is the roads leading to my dialysis center, if I cannot go to my dialysis then it will be a very big problem because I have too get dialyzed otherwise bye bye cryptopie.

It is maybe okay if capitulating is as fast as having a heart attack but it is a slow process where the patient will get so nauseated first to vomit until they are vomiting bile, then drowning with their own bodily fluids from inside. So that is not a good scenario and I am dodging the death bullet since in the beginning of my struggle about my past and current condition.

I was only able to eat once today because I was afraid to get up as it means having a hard time in the toilet. I got forced only because I have to relieve myself in the toilet, then afterwards I had some fairly small meal with a fried egg and canned sardines with rice. I ate some sweet cereal to compensate for a little nutrition and calories.

Thankfully the toilet use was a success because I am not too much breathless although it was awfully hard to clean all by myself but I managed. I can only breath better while bowing but as soon as I get up straight it feels like I am getting squeezed.

A few hours from now I will feel at least cleaner again with my blood when the dialysis does its job. I just hope that my BP won't crash because it is quite unpredictable lately. I just hope again the the rain would wane down a bit so I could go for my dialysis without any major inconvenience.