the winklevoss believers announcing "a crypto winter" while dumping 10% of their staff almost makes it look like lagardeland and jamie demon won the battle

though i dont see the real impact on "their economy" so far - all i see is crypto is AS STALE AS "their economy" now , since they got their filthy tentacles on it

the rest of the world is growing, expanding, moving forward and from where i sit the only real thing still happening is the space race between China and the DSM , and the dsm is 10 years behind on getting it done

europe doesnt matter

(neither does the UK btw)

thats all just old money

but so

since the weathers been moving between august and october from april to june today seems like excellent gaming weather and we would

for a few days or a weeks , because why not ? the world is dead and ending anyway

its a matter of waiting for sinkholes that gobble up your street, luckily here on top of one of the highest points in the landscape that might be a ways off

we dig in with a backlog and find prices to be absurd, some games come at €80 ( ... ??? €80 !!!!!! ????)

others are like HEY GOD OF WAR (a game from back when the 64 was the vic10 on playstation exclusive) is NOW RELEASED, for ONLY €59 !

...

and like OFCOURSE, lets , i mean "its only" €59

the steam deck looks more and more like "get one by 2025" but they're still lagging on ps5's (which was the selling point of unreal engine 5 too)

so epictim keeps giving it away for free (and mainly i asssume for the data they gather on behavioural pattern analysis) b/c their client after all these years looks like someone "whipped it up" and they havent really been working on it , just like they ignore linux BUT thats how the big boys do it, maybe he hasnt noticed hes not one of the big boys yet and it might take more than sueing apple (which might still backfire, the mafia always holds grudges for 250 years, but with a smile)

which is ofcourse good for the wallet for "that game i always wanted but who the hell can pay €49 for something ... and its €59 by now, but "only €29" so thats 100% off TODAY

GREAT stuff tho, i mostly wanted it b/c when i bought my first pc, a pentium 60 (for 50.000 belgian francs, more than i earned in a month putting boxes in boxes at tupperware (workers cant be choosers ! and money is for rich people, dirt and guttertrash shouldnt keep it ! they should spend it upward) wolfenstein 3d was one of those things that made you go WOOO and it wasnt even real 3D if you look at it

but i was more looking for reinhart and yang wen-li

so i ended up in an alternate starwars universe

ALSO a real nice game at first glance but something from my experience in gaming since paddles on an atari played yars revenge says "this will get repetitive fast"

and then

i end up with something thats actually civilization with planets for cities

good stuff

still not something that makes me feel like Kempf or yang-wenli and go "FEUER!" as i jump from the chair

having played civ since the atari ST i came to what i call "an endpoint" soon enough

desc in the video

and it turned out to be right since now im in prolongued warfare (one of Sun Tzu's big nono's .... which, EVEN TODAY , some people might curse for)

i was like hey crypto is dirt cheap and dead so lets buy 10 steem to power up but

some places

are slightly absurd in their methods

(is that just my idea or is that REALLY pricey for one tx ?)

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anyway

other than this guy who i found months ago somewhere on youtube

(turns out to be a nominated kid by now in the muricans)

i bumped into this one

probably not a new kid on the block either

but you can see by the way she plays guitar with her face

she's the real thing

(actually the vid i bumped into first was this)

it doesnt get mor backyard than that

like this guy i found via a friend loong ago

personally i feel "chopin doesnt get old either"

... and when i was in pere lachaise i found the polish thought the same thing b/C his bones are actually not there anymore but dug up and moved to poland

so as for daily life ?

WHAT LIFE?

is that yours ?

then this is here

so

with america being back

i guess this soviet hole (soviet hole is defined by : "you dont need proof just point at someone" and "watch what you say, you might get pointed at" among a few other things as well as "the state will take care of your panties for you" and other summer hits)

so "we are winning"

LG !

other than some new hobbies ppl seem to be picking up

there's not much to say

its almost pepinstere season

maybe thats why they didnt bother getting them new houses yet and gave the ones they had to afghanistan and ukraine

....

welellll, lets see how much is left for steem by the time it gets to the account

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pppps

turns out there was about 90 left after calc and fees

that should make a 0.00000001 vote difference :p

but hey, its the thought that counts

theres more to life than breaking

yea yea, i always keep weird opinions like

"the boss-economy" and what not

you know last time i saw lemmy he was already dying of cancer, the year before they cancelled the concert but they came back, alice cooper got flown over in a coffin and they glued him to his walking stick but he still paraded up and down

the difference between art and pop-tart

real artists seem to die on stage - they do it coz they do it, its like what they do and what they breathe

a rare commodity

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u huh, i was waiting for that, you do that EVERY time

you see and i told you so many times

that shit YOU do (here you CAN say shit without going to jail btw, b/C it doesnt mean shit , its a very expressive word that can be used in a lot of cases, maybe one of the most versatile in uk/american english ever)

that shit YOU do, like "on tv" , the neeews, on youtube, on faceberg, totter and the billionnaire club, wolf-street, selling virtual land for billions on faceberg proving the ETH-chain is one big crock of spam (canned ham btw) and spud while i spend six months trying to find a bottle of my favourite sake for under €40 and buy my cats fav baggies in germany b/c they have it and its actually cheaper

... flour comes at 2 per person so you buy two five kilo packs and

all that shit YOU do

doesnt interest ME either

i have no idea how to communicate that so it sticks around ?

i am not your "target audience" when your a.i. analyzes me it gets stuck in a loop of "this is a dating site" and "CARS" ... and then smoke comes out of its plugs

and im actually not talking to YOU

so ...

next time you have that reaction ...

right, foods cooking (here we have to do that, also cleaning and stuff ... b/c the maid's on strike ...)

gtg

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aaaaaaaah

your worlds fucked up

i mean

FUCKED up

see , i get all that shyte and its normal from places where someone thinks socialism is something you catch from associating with russians , here it has nothing to do with a trade war from 80 years ago , more like blood sweat and tears b/c north and south here were both white

they just spoke different languages

...

im not averse to making money, i LOVE having money (to spend) but the boss-economy and my weird views

thats why i often tell people to consider me an autist (im not but it saves time)

im supposed to make money FOR someone who makes a shitload OFF of me and THEN spend it on THEIR stuff to buy what THEY had ME make and provide , ending up with

what used to be zero but now a deficit

there's a hole in the universe and i can't comply

i think some of your drones are waking up too

not the mechanical ones

right, now i HAVE to or my rice will be brown, and not from being vol-koren

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well that hit the spot - as grandpa would after doing campagne since 8 in france working fields and spending the war in a nazi labour camp ...

enjoy food

maybe you have spent at least one night on the street in your life not knowing where to go what to do next or where the next sandwich would come from (probably not)

enjoy food

...

i know its nftyr loader day but it doesnt feel like the other sunday

its what

the 100-days-of-ukraine-week ? (or was that last week) ... another thing sun-tzu would have a few things to say about but just like actual texas-memes i prefer to leave that in the middle and have absolutely no opinion

(xept on the flour and oil missing in the shelves but im sure that has nothing to do with it, its just too convenient for the ones on top to use a perfect excuse like that)

that website aint going nowhere (in more than one sense of the word hahah)

its paid for ...
(and this is where you go "do you really need that" and i say "i dont see you taking the bus" and it takes ten minutes to seep through im talking about your car ...)

?

my icecream's melting

thats plenty of post for one post id say

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almost nappy time for old people

cvs doesnt exist but according to doctors in places where it does who been studying it for years if you dont get rid of it in the first two years you're probably stuck with it so IF IT DID, i might get the urge to sleep twice a day and fight half the time between that against the urge to "just lie down for a minute" - - - if it were post-covid id say long covid but it aint and so

you sleep twice a day or your head gets funny and you zombie around ... but it doesnt exist

so you must be lazy ...

this heavenly realm of soviet helgium - ...

i heard they wanted to remove burnout and depression from the list as well b/c thats for posers

in soviet helgium the government decides what is a condition and whats not

so im OBVIOUSLY a completely normal person acting the act

to enjoy this superb life in this hole-town i hate since a kid where i get nowhere, go nowhere and have no prospects and by now am old enough to realize i'll probably die here hating the place ...

(all because im lazy and i act SO good i could out-oscar de niro on character alone ...)

on top of that sarcasm gets you into barfights on top of that

if i go 100 m in any direction i bump into 20 nationalities on top of that
i dont really see refuge from mali or nigeria hang out with refuge from congo or ethiopia

i dont see turqs and moroccans and afghans and lebanese people play out this "we are all muslim nation" act either

actually last thing i read was the new batch of afghans already got onto a facebook row and met after dark with the turq kids who owned the city for a little stabbing party

ITS A MESS

i dont even have to go to america to have a fucking mess thats untangible the likes gordian couldnt even fix with a chainsaw sponsored by jason himself

so ... if i offended someone

i PROBABLY didnt intend to (unless you're de baas, b/c de baas is the root of all evil in all dimensions since hence forth and before) but i quit bothering with that long ago b/c anything i say always offends someone somewhere and its

SOOOOOOO tiresome

you know

you CAN get the meaning instead of the words if you read it and process it

not just see it

...

"whats on your mind" it says

well on my mind

not pink unicorns and land plots that cost 2 billion on faceberg which arent even real

opinions seem to differ

(it also doesnt rain lemonade here and the chicken got eaten ... gandhi starved b/c someone took his lunchmoney while he was on strike again and no one looked back, they took mother theresa for the money and then said, but we made a mistake, can you do that again ...)

its kinda hard to be always smiley

its not even in the culture

pfff, zu nen uitleg weer jong

i could have game-overed the game instead but here we are

anyway, anything that came down this ventilation shaft probably wont come out in an unexpected moment at the worst time

that must count for something

i'll be rooting for euhm

FREEDOM and

what was that other thing ?

there was that other thign ....

meh, i forgot ...

hmmm

im always open for suggestions that dont start with "but if you FIRST ...." ...

half the money up front please, im never gonna believe any human in this lifetime ever anymore

thats been so for a while i dont think thats going away

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ah and THAT crud ...

someone here (years ago) actually explained that best by saying "i sometimes forget the internet is bigger than america" ... and frankly my dear (not sure if shes still on i dont think shes posting anymore) here you have the same "facebook connects the world (from this side of your town to that side of your town)"-syndrome - its not about that but where for instance in china the issue doesnt exist because they pre-emptively prevent it ...

no exploding muslims for instance

in america its "all americans"

its "african americans" during the whole crazy thing with oprah and kanye going for president i havent seen one demonstration that said "stop the systematic rape of ethiopian women" or "free nigeria from boko haram and stop the teenage girl abductions" (just to name one thing)

its ALL americans yanking at each other

here its not

here its belgians (about 75% left) , and naturalized belgians (about 25% of the population today) but all of them are not all amerians with the other 75%

they're congolese, malinese, nigerian, ethiopian, moroccan, afghan, chechen, pakistani ... aaaannnnnnnd a hundred+more

and everything tends to band together

combine that with five governments and the taxload

it

REALLY IS A MESS

its impossible to explain to both the dsm and chine, simple folk who live there or rich kids alike

its also the turning point and entry point for everything thats big enough

the EU has a seat here

so does euh .... well i can say al qaeda b/c they dont exist, sinaloa, calabria, colombia

we DO have the cheapest and best cocaine in europe and probably the most aids-free underaged african girl prostitutes imported from warlordland to move to the uk or stay here as well

its not that coolio song
its a diplomats paradise

i think im treading on thin ice here

so im gonna claim my being me

all to explain

life is NOT going the good way

things are NOT getting better

everything they told you

is a lie

they dont want the war to stop

its a gift of the gods for these people

anything that happens

"just point the camera at putin or zelensky"

turkey, myanmar, filippines, and 100+ others

no longer exist

... i should take my medication i think its wearing off lol

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past the hour of shower - i find myself strangely mopping the floor every day and i feel the entropy at the core of the universe seems to be getting worse , its like i have to frot more instead of less (well, even at groundlevel i feel some standards are needed to get me through the day - frotting the floor is one of those (im allergic to dust-mite since i was a kid - that AND pollen ... playing in the attic or the hay ... was more like flirting with death because it was THAT bad - so i love the rain, and i like the night - - - but maybe i was just born a creature of shadows b/c i hate the spotlight but i love to see what going on)

the cat sits on the roof and sees - a bit like homeless folk who still havent lost their mind usually know about everything that happens in the city (dont live in the city anymore but i used to hang on the pavement since im guttertrash anyway and if theres one folk that dont judge ...)

the game ... if you like tbs its really civilization with planets for cities and some quirks, by now it turns out i almost got lured into an early offense (how very actual ... no comment) but the A.I. gets the ways of men quite right

its aliens but its yea

so i didnt even have to, they started infighting themselves without me meddling

im like totally cleaner than pontius pilatus here

the slugs offered almost no resistance and one of the bigger factions for some reason felt like colonizing a planet in MY backyard on the other side of the galaxy where they originate

so ofcourse i have the support of my peoples ! (insects in this case)

iridium got entangled and yor (the military faction) started shooting left and right

ample time to organize while keeping my left-flank neighbours friendly

:)

games ...

no somewhere else someone said about the machine language on the c64 and stuff #why ?

well its about problem solving really - ... im not sure if thats a skill you can grow

like you know

being a lewis runner or a whatever tyson boxer or a turing mathematician

but you sure can work on it

and also its a game

its supposed to be fun

and and and

(and ... that cork in my head is there to keep the fishwife inside)

and when someone else tries to pull it out

something else comes out :)

janes onderground

"not just a doom patrol metafor"

(i never was a normal kid , but i certainly wasnt born this fucked up)

pardon the words but please go for the meaning

if you give it power it becomes like a prayer, you energize the word

i think judaism has a few things to say about that

if you dont energize the word

its powerless

:)

you gave it too much power

now it has a life of its own

hmmmm

i think the bible they keep in hotel rooms here says more something like

"do unto others BEFORE THEY DO YOU IN" ...

but i actually think there are none in the cabinets in most places

it must be strange to some people

i wouldnt really know since i havent opened it since i was studying latin in a catholic school

but i do know whats in it

they made sure of that hahah

i didnt think it made for good reading past the old books

but then again, im a polytheist agnostic (i invented that denomination bc i cant find a better one) if you're a true monotheist christian im sure you'll find more meaning in it than i do ...

though i do believe jesus was one hell of an anti-establishment unemployed socialist anarchist hippie

cool and all that

im not so sure about how they used to enforce their politics

by that i mean
the very same people he chased out of the temple

them

sooo (whew ...)

i think its great to believe in something

but not to enforce it on others :)

it has to be a choice

right this is getting too heavy for a sunday

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hmm, its 19:16, way past my "start breathing out hour"

willowisp@Akachan:~/Desktop$ wc -c bytes 19712 bytes

you cant fit that in a comment anymore here

way more than those little c64 trial demos we did in the last weeks figuring out the secret of time

the last one :

thats 2048 bytes actually to the dot

theres more to it than might seem but that only matters to me and we who did it

b/c we dont have anything to prove and despite all the studying

that latin that this that that, that last time before they wrecked life social work , socio-cultural work more like (hence all the cultural history but frankly we only picked that b/c we thought we could do that while sleeping ... after a fashion ... very long story, in the end they lied for 20 years bout how you NEED to have a hisckool degree and go for some jury first to re-do all your hischool exams BEFORE you can enter college level stuff like socio-cultural and it turns out you dont HAVE TO do that (legally) the school can just admit you or test you and say you are worthy or not so for 20 years its like that eminem song and all the psychology and other stuff but in practical reality

dont have a hi school degree :)

so i am absolutely deniable and totally falsifiable

if you disagree with stuff i say consider this :

"thats GOOD, that means we are in a place where we can still do that (without shooting or decapitations or whatever consequence disagreeing the majority gets you be it religious or not)

if you agree thats even BETTER !

then you can take me to you leader, replace me there, grant me half your income, give me all your daughters and call me master :)

( yea , i know, i got into trouble for sense of humour before, and barfights for sarcasm because if you shout IDIOT in a full room at no one, there WILL be people taking offense, usually low self-esteem who think you were talking to them)

see ?

i prefer to sit on the roof and see

personally i think the problem started when they tried to cure the kid from introvert

as if its some kind of disease

actually im SURE thats where it started

GOOD

i should lie down

the body will get angry if i dont

we used to have a head for music too, this is somewhere in the 1990s

mind the use of a jeanclaud van damme sample that says "i was born in belgium"

even if sh0 or MrMalice still could fix the beats here it would never occur to us today to spout that in any way as if it was a good thing and

you dont need school to learn

obsession ... :)

obsession is a good thing if you have a thing for something

never had music school

used to be young (i think)

and wasnt always sharded

so

....

to summarize

i dont like talking about my personal life online no idea why it always happens i think its some kind of external force trying to make me

Janes OnderGround - not just a doom patrol metafor

alleycat, syntax error, zerodesign, mrmalice, cmdr Gato ...

and with that i REALLY wanna try and cork it

zerodesign :

zerodesign and the church of guideless gaming :

but it IS ... i can show you the chatlogs im afraid they will want to monitor the room if i do hahah to see if theres any aliens aroudn but i already said that

drill is gone (like that series)

and alice left the day you stuck us back here

i dont think she can exist here

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yea , so

willowisp@Akachan:~/Desktop$ wc -c bytes
23337 bytes

thats not the point and also stuff like that wont come out anymore (i mean the music - its like sh0 and MrMalice literally died - they're just ghosts now, remnants who cant touch to create)

its like euh, either Vance or Zelazny had one of his characters claim

"nothing is cheaper than past glories" and thats not the intent , if there IS a point to it its a small peek to what lives and lived in the head of Jane

J O

more like but yea - broken, see

you cant have Jane without the onderground (just watch the series lol)

if you try to cut it out you end up with a broken, wounded thing

and that thing wont like you

...

im starting to annoy myself with all the fishwiving here lol

guuuuuuud

...

if i win the euromillions this week i'll be a steemwhale next month and some people will have free beermoney for life

if i get six times that maybe i get the game done before i die

who knows

p != p is not my problem

it could have been

but jane is butthurt

and too much fog

you broke it

im actually quite surprised how that sounds almost 30 years later on 60 watt speakers since that was made on bottles of wine and 15 euro (back then 500 franc) speakers with like tweeters only on a p60 with an ancient soundblaster

thats why most of the files are SERIOUSLLY overbassed

but these two , for some reason seem to come out well

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hmmm

yea, we obviously four years on steemit for the money (is it five ?) thought we CAME HERE for the money, it made a promise (ofcourse it was a lie) and we thought "HEY THIS THING MIGHT GET US OUT OF THIS HOLE"

(liiiiees)

master system says we should add one : when i say "we took that b/c we thought we could do that while sleeping thats NOT b/c we think we are SO smart - we learned we werent the best or second best at tekken the moment we started playing online hahah- it means : we hadnt seen or done anything other than streetside streetlife guttertrash, "hanging with the homeless" for the news with the sixpack, junkies ex-cons ... and with an interest in the human psyche when they said : you can choose , LAW, ECONOMICS or socio-cultural work

we said

(to ourselves) "we can do THAT while sleeping"

thats what that meant

also "law is boring ... though ive personally had a lawyer friend back when but he was smart enough to move out of belgium (literally b/c the man first cum lauded engineer and then said "i dont like this" and went to study law (in french - which is not native if youre flemish) and then cum lauded that

now THAT

was a SMART motherfucker

and we dont believe in economics theories

as anyone could clearly see btw

they dont work

:)

thats what all that means , not "we are SO smart"

...

now , this is really exhausting, next time "loader x"

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7am the next day, time to sleep again - as much as i been frotting and washing dishes i cant keep up with the entropy

if ever you want to learn about the concept, one of the very fundamentals of the whole universe

the kitchen is really the place to start

---

marry me i said, you are the prettiest blueskin alien i have ever met this side of proxima centauri

over my dead planet, she said, when you pry it from my hands

---

bad-boy syndrome, in the end

she coulda just said yes

nice game , really, must be quite something if you havent been playing civ since 14 ... but its not galactic heroes ...

i feel thats part of why this world is bent beyond fubar -

i mean besos, musk, joe, bill , vlad, kim and uncle xi probably never SEE entropy in the kitchen

for the maid is not on strike although im not sure about dark vlad (formerly uncle vlad) and uncle xi ... they "might have" at some point

but they probably forgot - the eternal lord of the rings like struggle the universe dumps on you just to make you do it again right after you're done with it

gnomes dont clean up at night, they put the dust back in place and dishes multiply even if you're not there, just by "not looking" theres suddenly more even if you were sure

they dont have these concepts and

last time, in 2017 when i got out of helgium for a few days i made it to the 56th /top floor of the tour de montparnasse

all of Paris looks like madurodam with a playmobil sized eiffel tower in the distance, the lights go on as the sun sets and everything looks so CLEAN AND CUTE

you dont get the smell of piss and shit and homeless sleeping next to it, no shouting ...

its SHINEY

and it struck me

this is what those big-ass CEO's and great leaders see every day all day

they have no clue

so that must be part of why it goes wrong

like "seen-it-on-youtube" pseudo-hood gangsters never actually walked a street in marseilles (or chicago if you're american) by themselves with no cellphone and no agent or mommie to wipe their ass

and they're SO bad ass

...

striking struckings

the inside of a crackhouse where a guy didnt bother to move to the toilet but shat or pissed in a corner b/c it was too far

...

you would say FUCK too

but they dont have a clue

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hmm

next day 6pm

... the outcome was defined early yesterday (but thats b/c playing a.i.s ofcourse, vs six humans or other that might be a bit more difficult to predict although with some humans probably exactly just as) it would have been over a lot sooner if the game had the option to "pls declare war on , ill give you bla earlier - its strange how you have to "invent that" in most games (strategy) and the other was the total bummer

humankind-style post milennial "lets not hurt the weak player too much" bleh : "you cant attack you just shook hands"

i mean how did churchill win the war ?

was it by nice ? no he let his own people get bombarded so the nazis wouldnt find out

he won by nasty

actually Turing won the war but well ...

anyway ... other than the forced "thou shalt not" a nice fast civilization game