Reality filter, this is the type of news that is coming at me...
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-hereford-worcester-44949856
The Supreme Court unanimously rejected the appeal, meaning she must remain married until 2020.
I understand this logic is flawed: "I will show love to my children by going all the way"
In fact it is better to show them love by being with them and showing them stuff.
My heart is broken, part of me has already died, I feel deep emotional trauma and my focus and energy levels are not there.