Private revelations aggregated on Monday, March 18, 2019 at 07:06 PM.
Visionary: Maureen Sweeney-Kyle, Holy Love Ministries, North Ridgeville, Ohio
Received on: Monday, March 18, 2019
Message URL: http://www.holylove.org/messages_printer.php?msg_id=10868
Once again, I (Maureen) see a Great Flame that I have come to know as the Heart of God the Father. He says:
"Children, believe in My Omnipotence. Trust in My Omnipotence. Do not fear any situation or circumstance. My Power is always with you in any season of life. I see into every heart. I know your every weakness and strength. I am your Protection and Provision."
"Great is My outcry in the face of man's apostasy. True faith has become rare. Devotion to the Truth even more rare. None of man's efforts on his own account lead to the Light of Life unless they are founded in My Will. If they are not, I step back and allow bad fruits of such efforts to take their course."
"You cannot fathom the joy of being My instruments in the world until you step away from disordered self-love. This is a joy I cannot teach you - you can only experience it. Live to please Me, and your neighbor, and self last. This is the key to spiritual success - a deep seated joy and peace. It is My Divine Love. It is My instrument against apostasy."
Visionary: Clare du Bois, HeartDwellers.org, Taos, NM
Received on: Wednesday, February 20, 2019
Message URL: http://search.stillsmallvoicetriage.org/message.php?id=1192
Thank you, Lord, that Your mercies are new every morning. Heal the wounds in our hearts from foolish decisions and marrying outside Your will. Oh, please protect us from our flesh and lying spirits! God, keep us pure until You present the one meant to be our spouse. And it truly is a marriage God made. Amen.
Well, my precious ones, I've had it on my mind to share this little story with you. It's an important message for those of you who walk around feeling guilty because you are remarried, or because you had to leave your abusive spouse while you were still alive.
Just recently, my first husband of 35 years ago--the one I had my four children with--came to visit our children in Taos. He was, at that time, looking for work, and I needed help with correspondence. So, I asked him if he wanted to join us. He was very happy and immediately started to work here.
He is a good man, good at communicating and correspondence. He has years of experience at call centers. He is very polite and very much of a gentleman.
So, he began answering correspondence for us. I was happy with his work and treated him as a good friend. My husband, Ezekiel, also liked him and we worked together well. For the first time he got to spend substantial time with his son who is here in Taos.
Everything seemed to be going well, until one day, I mentioned... "Guys, if you work here, you have to be prepared to understand that we get spiritual attacks against our equipment. Sometimes with sickness, sometimes with issues that spring out of Hell from nowhere. But we do get attacked, regularly."
Well, as it turns out, my wording was provocative for him, and I didn't realize that. I was just stating what all our kids know: we get attacks. And that day we had had serious ones against our Internet. I didn't mean anything by it. I wasn't trying to force the issue--I was just warning everyone in the room.
Well, that set him off. And a day or two later he told me, "I quit." The reason, he said, was that "No one tells me what to believe." And I tried to say at that point, "Well, I wasn't telling you what to believe, necessarily--that you HAD to believe it. But that this is what happens here! At least, it's something to talk about."
Well, at that time I had made an issue about masses of people assembling in Central America to migrate to the U.S. My very reliable source, who is an active consultant in military intelligence, had told me there were 50,000 Red Chinese soldiers amassing in Honduras, heading for our border. Well, it turns out that President Trump, the day after that came out against China, announced the class of Ohio submarines that had 12 tubes that could shoot 20 nuclear-armed weapons, deploying rapidly enough to destroy all of China within a few minutes.
After that, I didn't hear anything more about the Chinese in Honduras--only that another group of refugees were assembling at our border. And it wasn't 50,000. It was more like, I believe, 5,000. My source came back and said that the new intel was that the group assembling was mostly refugees, and of course terrorists. And that however many Chinese were headed to Honduras or were in Honduras had withdrawn.
And I found it very interesting, because I looked it up. There are Red Chinese communities in Honduras. Some people migrate there for retirement.
Well, my first husband and father of my children confronted me, saying, "There are no Chinese amassing in Honduras." (And a few other contradictory statements about what I had heard.) And that people like my source were all over the streets of Phoenix with crazy stories like that. Further, the wife he had just left was really into all of this, too, and it was all fake news, rumor mongering and had no substance.
"And I quit, 'cause no one tells me what to believe."
Well, I don't blame him. You should never tell someone what to believe. You should just offer it to them, and if they want to, fine. And if they don't, fine.
But I was trying to give him a head's up on things that go on here, that we just take for granted. So, I sat there rather stunned and said, "Nothing has changed from when you first left us. You still don't believe! Nothing is any different. So, go ahead and go."
And that was how I felt. It was like, these were the same issues that separated us from the beginning. And I'm not saying that my discernment was perfect. You know? There's a reason why the Lord waited 50 years to get me into ministry. I had problems with discernment. I made mistakes. I made some big mistakes!
But you don't give up on discernment because you were foolish and made mistakes. You just go deeper. And allow God to perfect you, which is also very humbling. And you can't be hurt by being made more humble. That's for sure!
So, you know, I'm looking back on this. And here, Ezekiel and I have been married almost 30 years now. And I'm saying, 'Wow! You know, I could STILL be stuck in this marriage if he hadn't left me.' And I wouldn't have been able to do anything for the Lord. I'd be living in a very hostile environment.
You see, I made a huge mistake when I married him. I had a warning that it was wrong, but I ignored it, because it was embarrassing. And I was 32 years old and wondering if I'd ever be asked to get married, 'cause I hadn't yet. And I didn't know what else to do, because I had already had my first child with him. I didn't trust in my intuition. I wasn't a Christian yet, and I really messed up. In the past, we have both acknowledged that we made a big mistake.
Dear ones, if I had stuck it out in that marriage, I would not be serving the Lord today. There was an undercurrent of hostility, although he said he loved the Lord. Something about me--maybe my arrogance, pride, or belief in things you cannot see--really made him furious. And I felt it. I felt the same thing the day he confronted me. In fact, I'd been feeling it for a few days beforehand, that there was a severe irritation there. And it was a very, very same situation and reason why he left in the beginning.
So, I am sharing this with you, because many of you are yoked to the wrong spouse. God did not put you together. Your flesh, your fears, your poverty, your desperation put you together... But NOT God.
"Let no man separate what God has joined." That's what Scripture says. So, if God brought you together with your spouse, like Ezekiel and I, you should not divorce. Ezekiel and I had a test of that in our 8th year of our marriage and almost separated for good. But God healed both of us, and our problems and we reunited without problems. I could not imagine being without him, I love him so much. We are so united as one. But at the time, the friction between us on the mountain at that time was horrendous, and we almost lost each other.
So, I am telling you all this, because I want you to examine your conscience and apply some rules to your marriage. Were there lies or misinformation involved? Were you forced to marry by an outside source? Did you marry out of necessity, out of fear? Or because you became pregnant? Out of poverty? Out of fear that no one would ever ask you to marry them?
The bottom line is... the only reason you marry is because both of you know for sure it is God's perfect will for you, and He has brought you together to raise holy children and serve Him.
That is an equal yoke; that is a marriage God has joined.
Because we had children that were a mix of like mindedness and opposite mindedness, we had contradiction in the family. Some of the children are Christians - and some aren't. A Christian marriage would not have produced that much contradiction, because it was made by God, and your children would be more prone to being holy. Because both parents were leaning towards holiness.
Lord, did You have something You wanted to add to this?
Jesus...