Your comment is super welcomed and I'm stoked you engaged. Sometimes I wonder if anyone was reading at all. It's a nutty topic and I'd love to do you the justice of a reply, but my head is thumping - damn those night flights - evidence that an external God does not exist, or if he does, he's an asshole.

I definitely feel a god 'emerging from deep inside' my own 'self awareness' - I can't see it any other way, and from a very young age I was conscious that God was within, not without. That's enough for me. xx