I agree with @d00k13! You do have a gift for finding not necessarily, the positive, but at least some lesson, a gem of wisdom in dark situations. I, too have had to step back it was medical at first, but those unfortunate events led me to realize that I wasn't prioritizing my time in a way that aligned with my beliefs. I wasn't exactly practicing what I was preaching and I was doing it all on fumes and very little sleep. Like @gabbyg86 said, do your thing. Those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Thanks for being a great inspiration and friend.