i am very-over-afraid.

i lose internet access all the time... because of inconsiderate roomies.
And so, i find i have deep withdrawl symptoms from not being able to check on my blogs and click on freebitco.in. And then i get internets back, and i check two pages, find nothing has changed and ... then i start worrying about losing connections next time, and i should read all of the internet before it goes away.

So, it seems to me that the cutting off of internets makes me more of an addict. Without a phone or any other forms of communication, and my life being pretty much internet based...

I don't know how to take it
Although i have lots to do elsewhere and elsewise, and do those things.