# Dear @TeamHumble // 8th July 2018 // the post workout slowdowwwnnn time to wrap this day up!

oh that pup, she's such a grouch but I really do love her regardless... oh Liala...

Morning mouser mouse! Damn I’m just now realizing I’ve been going for 13 hours. I’m DONE, but that’s part of a good day well spent through right? I’m tired but a good tired. I’m hoping I sleep really well tonight. I should try to find my balaclava, I think I sleep better with that over my face and ears especially the I try to go to bed early.

It’s 6:15 and the day was a bit of a whirlwind but I’m thankful that I had the energy to take me through it, and the pain in my back hip and leg are getting less and less each day which, ugh.. I couldn’t be more thankful for. Damn what a nice feeling it is not to have to be in pain!

There’s stuff this girl wants to do, ain’t nobody got time for pain!

I know I said it to you earlier but thank you for sticking by me. I know it was getting frustrating me complaining and feeling so fed up all the time. I really appreciate you helping me figure it out, I never would have thought to get a stability ball, but along with my yoga mat it’s really becoming one of my favorite times in the day.

I think you also may be on to morning and afternoon as a strategy. Get the heart rate up, double the time but spread out so I can hopefully have a little extra energy all day. Certainly feels good at the moment, and I’m being careful. Finding myself modifying a lot if I feel that pinch, but other than that it’s been great to get the heart pumping.

The 3 Things I’m Grateful for Today are…

• You. Duh. ;)
• Work hanging steady- so far so good!
• Blood Test Results Tomorrow

I’m a little nervous. I won’t lie. Certainly more nervous than I was to give the blood. Needles are nothing to me, it’s the truth that’s scary. If there’s nothing “wrong” with me I don’t know what to do next… And as much as I don’t want to hope for a bad report, the anterior thought is even more worrying. I know the doctor will have something to suggest either way. That’s why we step through these things right? To get on a better path, to get the data so we can get un stuck.

That’s all I want at the moment, not for looks, or clothing sizes, just to be out of pain, to have more energy, and to be un-stuck out from this ugly monster that’s been hanging around since I was a teenager. I’m so ready to be rid of it…

On a happier note I really enjoyed laughing and joking with you today. I know its nothing extraordinary that we’re doing but just having audio chat time makes me so happy. Laughing at the @drdisrespect ’s and Dekki’s antics, talking about good hunts and bad hunts, and having those psychic moments…

Seems a lot of those have been happening lately- it’s a bit strange but also makes perfect sense. I’ve never met anyone who seems to have a carbon (albeit male-version) copy of my brain the way you do. I mean, you really can’t make a lot of that stuff up. Maybe we’re just interdimentionally connected… MINNIMUM.

Speaking of MINIMUM- I hope you’re feeling like kicking this Tuesday’s ass this morning. I love you to the moon and back and I’m so stoked to start getting some kit and getting some logistics booked in. 60-ish day sprint! Let’s GO!

Good morning my Love, I’ll speak to you soon <3

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<3 Dot