Oh hey, don't put urself down like that, I think what you're doing on Steemit is great. Contests and being active at that. I'm also not a 'professional' blogger, I basically just blog as much as you do! And from what I seen from your profile, you have been very active in contests and I like how you contribute back to the communities through the pay it forward contest. @steemitbloggers is looking for people who are genuine and authentic and are serious to look to find a 'home' here and be part of a family that supports one another regardless of being 'blogger' enough or not :) . If you're ready, I welcome you to give it a thought to send in your application. :)