Thank you for taking your time to write the post. It's amazing to get to know you. I would like to encourage you to stay strong and continue to do what you like. People always talk whenever they can. Most of them don't care about what the other person is suffering from. Especially kids since they dont really understand the complexity of the situation until they suffer from it themselves. I hope you can forgive them and get over your trauma since a lot of us here would definitely like to read more of your posts.