In a way you can shake hands with @olivia08 sent away and after many years still working her asses off for the entire family and standing with empty hands. I truly hope that won't happen to you.

Is the situation in Malaysia better?

The world falls apart, too many wars, and it's a heavy responsibility on your shoulders. Keep in mind, and so should your family, that if you are not able to relax and feel good, it will affect them as well.

I wish you all the best and hope you can return home soon.