Why my own always the worst. I have tried, I suppose to see some kind of improvement but no.

Please know you're not alone in this! 😂 I spent months demo trading and was really good at it (even read books!). I made great progress, but when it came time for real money, all I saw was red. 😅 There were times I hit profits when I wasn't being greedy, but I tend to adjust my take-profit levels constantly, which works against me. 😆

I tried copy trading after losing confidence in myself, but I only managed to break even - no profit, just wasted time. I'm not saying this to discourage you, but to affirm the reality of trading: it's fun and exciting, but you need to approach it cautiously and only risk what you can afford to lose.

I haven't lost all hope yet. I want to try again, but next time I'll stick with commodities. That said, this will be in the distant future - I still feel trading might not be for me.

Don't give up yet. Many successful traders didn't make it in months but in years. They were patient and practiced constant discipline. Go for it, but please be cautious and watch yourself. Losses can get to our heads so easily - and so can profits.