Selfnote~06.04.2022

I am looking outside for support when the support is something that comes from within and the support may come from outside.
I lean on what is close to me even if it is not as I want it to be and I survive uncertainty with faith. Not faith that what I want or need is going to happen -that is not faith, that is expectation and control- but faith that whatever happens I am going to be fine, I am going to be able to cope with whatever comes, as I have been able to all my life. And I will continue swimming, meditating, breathing, walking, writing, loving my husband, playing with my children, looking at the sky, taking pictures of trees. Because that's life.