Know thyself... A book of self discovery... Love. Art. Verse... In the Kiss of our Lady Nuit… 11

This is the 11th and last section of my book 'Verse Versus Nothing' For the mystery of pan.

pan is a way of being… A way of uniting all contradiction… Of loving all equally… Unconditionally and without fear… Giving service to others… Helping… Caring… Loving… Freeing all sentient beings.
The book is about the search for Nothing… The starting place.
Show me the Nothing keyhole where fits my Nothing key.
Become the Nothing. become All...
Going into and through the darkness was never going to be easy... People must face themselves… Take responsibility for the beauty which surrounds them… Learn to love themselves and others equally.

THE SOUL MISSES THE SPIRIT? (334)

VERSE 41.
334… Nothing but coincidence, The Mother of Everything,
The reflection of time, Triggered by contact with,
The reflection of illusion, Inevitable Time travel,
Confidential Information, Beware lest any force another,
For in it is the word secret, An end to the sickness of Earth,
The lust and worship of the snake, The infinite Sex Goddess,

SELFISH LOVELESS DESIRE. (259)

VERSE 42.
259… Is holy among the highest, Making a difference, Incomprehensible, Interpretations, Eye in the Pyramid, The spear of Destiny, The control of reality, The Freedom to choose?

UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE NOT. (278)

VERSE 43.
278… The manifestation of, The Existence of God, The words that thou knowest, Accidentally on purpose, Perform the Great Work, Knowledge and conversation, Came from the silence, Mother of Abominations, Cup of her fornication, Mystery of Selflessness, Coiled and ready to spring, Self-perpetuating, Beginning of the End,
The end of life on Earth, The adjustment of Maat,
Lux the light of the cross.

GLUED UP. (104)

VERSE 44.
104… What is Love? Lam Gateway, Conscious, Input, Stainless, Insight, Secret, Control of, Great Work, Exists, Recover, Wonderful, Victory, Overthrow, Induced, Armageddon, Delusions,
Fall in Love, Weed out, God of Lies, Mystical, Underworld, Tribe, Associate,

MINE’S A DOUBLE. (166)

VERSE 45.
166… Doppelganger, Relationship, Aiwass is with me,
Holy Guardian Angel, Working off Karma, Destination, The Spirit,
The Future, The Possible, True ecstasy, Re-evolution, Myth + Reality,
Infiltrate, The Astral Plane, Come with me, panning for gold,
Master of the, Pyscho-active, Inner powers, Interchange,
Time is not, Out of Time, Prophecies, Doubt it not,

MAGICK? (78)

VERSE 46.
78… Nuit, True, Magick, Powers, Hidden, Mantras, Possess, Abnormal, Formula, Test, Averse, Fantasy,

HAS IT FINISHED YET? (239)

VERSE 47.
239... Instantaneous Answers, The contradictions, Angry or discomforted, One World Government, The Circumstances, Psychic energies, Opening the heart, Ultimate Reality, Universal vortexes, Escaping apocalypse,

TELL ME. (99)

VERSE 48.
99... Variables, Exist, Anywhere, The Shaman, Attract, Law of Change,
Psychic, Paradise, Obscure, The abyss, Perhaps, The void, Endlessly, Divided,

SPHINX. (94)

VERSE 49.
94… Curious, Sphinx, Invoked, Day of Maat,
Attend, Assembly, Dragons lair, Atlantis, Cometh,
Alongside, Creator,

REMEMBER. (161)

VERSE 50.
161… Remember, Simultaneous, Sweetnesses, Love conquers all,
Channelling Joy, Beast and Babalon, Top Secret, Alien Contact,
Repeating, By Word of Mouth, The Covenant, Come to light,

WHAT HAPPENED HOW? (173)

VERSE 51.
173… The Lord Tahuti, Punishment, Administrator, Failure is a key,
What is the Answer? That which is not, Manipulation, Follow the truth,
All Seeing Eye, Possibility, Sense of harmony, Key of the Abyss,

THE NOTHING CONUNDRUM. (271)

VERSE 52
271… Nature of Consciousness, Being simultaneously, Conscious and
subconscious, Beyond space and time, With your Holy Guardian Angel,
Rejoicing son of night, How shalt he destroy himself,
Let this be his method, Dabble in the occult, Because it is there,
A power of understanding, The Will of Everything, Previous incarnation, Interlocking network, Interwoven meanings, Web of Communication,
Lose the difference, Transforming the past, Sequence of events,
Beast of illumination, The Nothing becomes All,

NEMO… NEMO WHO? (148)

VERSE 53.
148… Love under Will, Great Beast, Going Insane, Navigationally,
More like God, Pan as the dove, Informeth, The grade Olun, Aliens are real, The word of Sin, Contrasting, Stark reality, Irrelevant, Good Fortune,

EYE TO EYE… CONTACT. (257)

VERSE 54.
257… Quest for the Holy Grail, Infinite Illusion, Unveiling of Time,
The mysteries of LAM, The covenant of iopan, Giver of the dragon’s blood, Bride of the Christos, An unstoppable force, In the great day of Maat, Mystical Consciousness, Magickal Initiation, Information process,
Time is going backwards, Open the ways of the khu,
The secret adorations, Spirit of creation, Way of the secret lover,
A house of immortality,

WILL FOREVER BE. (184)

VERSE 55.
184… The Universe, Unbelievable, Time and Space,
The Present, Unconsciousness, Communicates, On reflection,
The other side, Veil of the Abyss, Cause + Effect, Light of the cross,

COMES WITH LOVE ITS EFFECTS. (349)

VERSE 56.
349... Inevitable consequences, To go where no man has gone before,
Expanding toward infinity, In harmony with the universe,
Penetrating the Nothing, The measurement of truth, Shall display in the great day of Maat, I who reveal the ritual am iao and oai, Babalon the Whore of Abomination, The Priestess Hatek of Saqqara,

SPECIAL EFFECTS. (223)

VERSE 57.
223… Questions of the Law, What is Objective? The Book of Knowledge, The symbol of symbols, The interior world, The outer college, The chance of union, Be willing to give, At the same Time, Beyond the limit, Eternal Youth, Sexual Liberation,

IT COULD LAST FOREVER. (233)

VERSE 58.
233... Indestructible, Change is Stability, My Light shed over you, Union with the many, Of the beginning, Consciousness of Bliss, That asks no questions, Your wish is my command, Without shame or fear,
The Milk of the Stars, Right connections, Experiencing, Stimulus + Response, Happen to notice, The Law of necessity, Reinforcement, Doubt of becoming, Riddle of becoming, Doubt of the truth, Truth of the doubt, Riddle of the truth, Truth of the riddle, It could last forever,

ANOTHER A. A. BREAKDOWN. (186)

VERSE 59.
186… Analysis + Synthesis, Let there be, Sexual Freedom, Contradictions, Certain Doubt, Self + Selflessness, All you need is love, All things are sacred, English Thelema, Hedonistic Arts, Forgotten Love, To accept that, Forgotten Karma, Your original sin, Achieve Non-self, The Fool and Nuit, Open the gate, Always expect Lam, Lam is in Nothing, Unborn Knowledge, Transcending now, Unborn Energy, Always in the Love of, The Law of Thelema, To accept that, Pan is the light, Pan is the pain, Pan is the weave, The Universal God, The chariot of Lam, Same as it ever was,

GET READY FOR NOW. (180)

VERSE 60.
180… Prioritise, Unseen forces, The Book of the Law,
Law of necessity, Beyond time, The activated, Mask of Insanity, Transcendental, Pleasure of Sin, I am clothed with, The body of flesh, Milk of the Stars, The Magus is Love, Division of Love, Every Act of Will, Being broken,

IT IS THE END OF NOTHING. (295)

VERSE 61.
295…The Never Ending Story, Yesterday Today and Tomorrow, Storehouse of memories, Answering the question, Beyond our understanding, Expanding consciousness, With courage conquering fear, When where and with whom ye Will, Controlled reincarnation, What is unconscious avoidance, To consciously avoid contact, Learn from forgetfulness, Distraction + Attraction, Light amplification by,
Alien interference, Neither be nor be not,
In the Kiss of our Lady Nuit, That chanted the word Ararita,

Conclusion.

All is necessary to achieve Nothing…
Nothing is necessary to achieve All.
Nothing is true. Everything is just the way it is, that makes it believable,
and so acceptable… but not All is has it appears, only Nothing is ever as it appears… Nothing ever changes. 0 = 2… Divide to unite, be both one and the other, not until the opposites are balanced will you have enough stability in the one to find the Nothing…
And so in my efforts to make no difference, i found the difference to be identical to the same. There is no difference, only that which we make, reflection is the key. We are one, we are none, we are many.
Surrender to your higher self, or be controlled by your lower.
Do not trample on, exploit or abuse the delights in the gardens of love.
We are all equal, and though some may believe there are those more
equal than others, their equality is still equal to none and none equates to Nothing and to Nothing they will return, to the embrace of our Lady Nuit.

So what has my quest revealed? Nothing!
Love is blind, love sees Nothing, Nothing sees love. Love is the light,
follow your heart and your path will be true. Love nurtures whilst being
nurtured. Love cares less, but is most caring… most revealing and most unexpected. As cruel as it is kind, love makes no difference… love is blind. Love needs to be respected and kept under Will, then will love light the way… and this will be your guide on the journey toward the self, and the supreme realization of life in light… love in life and light in life, for life in light is light in love… and a life in love is a life in light... Past the darkness of the mind, beyond the vision of the blind,
Enter the Nothing, there you’ll find… Love.

Love is the law of the strong!

Thank for reading my book… Please read it from the beginning...
All the segments have the same title...
Know thyself... A book of self discovery... Love. Art. Verse... Thank you.

My present stance on the book is that it still rings true for many people… My feedback from others has led me to believe that the book was given to me to help me and others through this Aeon of self initiation… Emotions now are seen as wisdoms... The can heal us if positive, or destroy us if negative... We have a choice right now, which path to take. Will we be driven by our state of the mind... or will our state of mind be driven by our will... Our hearts... The media is churning out negativity and its effects are negative. Transform it into a positive... See the positive... We are what we think... Our thoughts create the world we live in.

Thank you. Love and happy thoughts... Namaste.