Man, you just described my life currently in perfect detail. I own a small security company and deliver food for door dash on the side. While not a full neet, It sure is starting to feel that way as my age is forcing me out of various job markets. Lately, I've felt like I've been one step away from making some major changes in my life and finally be free. (P.R. is looking nice if you dont mind a little wind and rain.) Thank you for this post it's exactly what I needed to read.